I accidently missed my appointment this week. I thought today was tuesday because of the 4th of july holiday and all. Anyways last week I wasn't doing that great. And last time I missed an appointment w/ my T (1 year ago) it was cuz I was in hospital. So my T got really worried but was unable to reach me. I stepped out to go to the store. I called her back right away and said she could call my home number and check in with me. It was about 25 minutes after the start time of the appointment. But she never called. Now I'm....well acting a little BPD and wonder if she is mad at me, or thinks I missed on purpose or was unavailabe to be called on purpose or something like that. I just wish she would have called me back and let me know she got the message. Perhaps she was too busy? I am worried she will be upset.