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Yes, I have to agree that is never fun to hear. But isnt control really an illusion anyways? I was the biggest control freak, which is something we migrainers have in common. We like to be in control of things around us, we are take charge kind of people. Migraines really put a kink in our life style.
I guess one good thing comes from them, they show us we are not in control.
My doctor wasnt very nice though, he said, there is no cure. I think he finally just got about as frustrated as I did. All the meds we had been trying wasnt working. Went through the whole arsonal. We felt pretty hopeless. You know you finally get to that point of complete utter dispair and darkness. If doctors cant help you where do you turn? If meds arent the answer where do you turn. That was a pretty bad place for me.
That was when I turned to God. Of course I always believed in God. But it is one thing to believe in God, and another to believe that he may hold in him the answer to your sickness. That if you are willing to search, to give up all the you know and understand, you may find what you are looking for.
Which for me, meant control. I guess a scripture I might find that is equal, is the one of Peter walking out on the water. It takes a whole different kind of faith to do something you know nothing about. Forget all you know about gravity, all you know about water and sinking. And just take a step out to the one you believe in, ignoring everything you have been taught to believe. It is a hard one to do, because even Peter fell, he looked at the waves, but Jesus was there with his hand to pull him from the waves.
But you know Peter did learn that faith, that trust in Jesus. And we will to; that kind of trust in Jesus.
I hold hope that one day the Lord will heal me of my migraines. That day has not come yet. But you know what, the Lord has taught me so much, because I have turned to him in my weakness for his strength. Because I finally learned to let go of them (the migraines) to him.
I guess one good thing comes from them, they show us we are not in control.
My doctor wasnt very nice though, he said, there is no cure. I think he finally just got about as frustrated as I did. All the meds we had been trying wasnt working. Went through the whole arsonal. We felt pretty hopeless. You know you finally get to that point of complete utter dispair and darkness. If doctors cant help you where do you turn? If meds arent the answer where do you turn. That was a pretty bad place for me.
That was when I turned to God. Of course I always believed in God. But it is one thing to believe in God, and another to believe that he may hold in him the answer to your sickness. That if you are willing to search, to give up all the you know and understand, you may find what you are looking for.
Which for me, meant control. I guess a scripture I might find that is equal, is the one of Peter walking out on the water. It takes a whole different kind of faith to do something you know nothing about. Forget all you know about gravity, all you know about water and sinking. And just take a step out to the one you believe in, ignoring everything you have been taught to believe. It is a hard one to do, because even Peter fell, he looked at the waves, but Jesus was there with his hand to pull him from the waves.
But you know Peter did learn that faith, that trust in Jesus. And we will to; that kind of trust in Jesus.
I hold hope that one day the Lord will heal me of my migraines. That day has not come yet. But you know what, the Lord has taught me so much, because I have turned to him in my weakness for his strength. Because I finally learned to let go of them (the migraines) to him.
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