Well, I've already told you what I think marriage is, so I'll try to address your other questions/comments.
I've been told I should consider a relationship licensed by the state to live comunnally without marriage. I'm not sure if this would include benifits or not. Would you even consider such a thing?
I'd have to know more about what that means and who you'd get the license with to make a call on that one.
Speaking of which would you consider a prenuptial agreement. If so what would be the important factors for you?
I think I would, yes. Used to think not, like it's just expecting the marriage to fail, but after talking to others I can see how one would be useful. My parents went through a very messy divorce and ten years later were still fighting over whose stuff was whose and who got to spend time with the kids when, and it was very bitter.
I think a good pre-nup would be, not a plan-b, but like a plan-z, a last resort if the marriage turns out to absolutely not work. I mean, who you are right now and who you are going to be in five, ten, fifteen years, simply isn't the same person. Everyone changes a little and some people change a lot, so even the most solid, loving relationship could eventually go bad. You just don't know. So I think it's better to have a plan in place for what to do if things do go badly, and to make that plan while you still love that person and want the best for them. If my parents had decided how they would split up before they started to want to hurt each other, they might have both come off better for it.
I -don't- think it should contain traps or pitfalls for either partner, like 'if you cheat on me, you don't get the car'. It should be an outline for how to divide up the couple's belongings and responsibilities fairly and equally, and it should be revisited every couple years just to make sure everything is up to date.
An interesting thing I see is that divorced people seem to remarry rather quickly. Is it an addiction or something?
The cause would seem pretty logical at a glance, though there may be factors I'm not aware of. But unless a marriage is violent or just terrifically bad, people will stay married for a long time because it's better than nothing or they don't want to be alone or they have kids and think they couldn't run a whole house by themselves, no matter how unhappy they are in the relationship. But then perhaps they meet somebody new, someone they like a lot more than their current spouse, and all the reasons for not getting divorced and marrying the new person kind of fade away.
Basically it's just the old adage, a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. People are more likely to leave a less than satisfactory partner if they have a back up waiting at the altar.
In light of current trends and behaviour I think one is a fool to go into any relationship lasting more than a few minutes without a signed legal agreement. Emotions get in the way of truth way to often. Emotions aren't a good evaluator of facts or character. While I find love to be a decision it is all to often based on emotion. Everytime I make an emotional based decsion it have a detramental problem to deal with. It absloutely is destroying and devastating to me. Ususally takes a very long time to recover.
I am sorry you have been burned before. Some people have good experiences with love, some people have bad ones. Mine have all been pretty good so far, so I don't really know what to tell you. I'll say this though, love usually isn't a decision you get to make. You can't decide, 'I'm going to love this person' or 'I'm not going to love you any more'. Love is an emotion that takes your whole body hostage--you can either fight it or just enjoy the ride and hope it doesn't hurt too much when it ends. And if you're very very lucky, it might never end. My grandparents got that. My mom seems to have found it on her second try, though only time will tell.
I think it's better to feel both the good and the bad, the love and heartbreak and happiness and pain, than to avoid the whole show. Even hurting can remind you you're alive. But maybe when I am your age I will have a different take on it.