Can anyone tell me what is codependent behavior and 'becoming one' should look like. What is healthy and Godly dependence and what is toxic? By the way I have BPD.
My husband has gone away for six months. And now I realize how dependent i was on him. I was like a child. Im scared that when he comes home I will revert back to the way we were. I would be nice going back into the relationship if I knew which attachments were unhealthy. For example, if my husband think im stressed he will give me an hour long backrub,sometimes 3 days a week, and bring me breakfast in bed 3 days a week. (we have 2 small kids, so hed let me sleep in and then bring breakfast to me.) Anyways, he'd soothe me in everyway, and physically take care of me. If he noticed I didnt eat , he'd make me something, and force me to eat it. He was very accomadating. He began checking in with me when he was out with his friends, so that I wouldnt be an emotional wreck when he got home. If i cut my finger he'd run and get a bandaid and put it on me. Okay so my question is , what are gestures of love and what is enabling? how much should i allow him to do or not do.
Especially if I depressed I find it overwealming to do the daily tasks. And when I turn down a back rub I feel like a part of me died. anytime I try to break away for independence I feel like I am dieing and that the love for me is disappearing.
My husband has gone away for six months. And now I realize how dependent i was on him. I was like a child. Im scared that when he comes home I will revert back to the way we were. I would be nice going back into the relationship if I knew which attachments were unhealthy. For example, if my husband think im stressed he will give me an hour long backrub,sometimes 3 days a week, and bring me breakfast in bed 3 days a week. (we have 2 small kids, so hed let me sleep in and then bring breakfast to me.) Anyways, he'd soothe me in everyway, and physically take care of me. If he noticed I didnt eat , he'd make me something, and force me to eat it. He was very accomadating. He began checking in with me when he was out with his friends, so that I wouldnt be an emotional wreck when he got home. If i cut my finger he'd run and get a bandaid and put it on me. Okay so my question is , what are gestures of love and what is enabling? how much should i allow him to do or not do.
Especially if I depressed I find it overwealming to do the daily tasks. And when I turn down a back rub I feel like a part of me died. anytime I try to break away for independence I feel like I am dieing and that the love for me is disappearing.
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