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Mark of the Beast scared

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That is what I thought but I am so paranoid that I took the beast unaware but I hear it is conscious decision to take the Mark of The Beast it says it on the Christian Forum not a hallucination so I am okay with Jesus the stuff about hell is not real I didnt unconsciously take the Mark of the Beast blaspheming the Holy Spirit on accident betraying Jesus unaware it is just a hallucination God isnt mad.

Is the mark of the beast a conscious decesion and not a hallucination dream of a yellow cross. I am so paranoid that I am going to be damned to hell for an accident in the shower on October 4. I bowed thinking I saw Jesus I was praying to Jesus. I confused Satan and Jesus and got plucked from his hand I fear I thought John 10:28_29 says that is impossible.

I have scitzphrenia, ocd scrupulosity, pandas, autism. I am so concerned I accidently betrayed Jesus turning into Antichrist and turning it down saying Jesus save me.

Am I the false prophet/antichrist because I saw the yellow cross and bowed to Satan on accident would Jesus be mad at a beliver and destroy their mansion for mental breakdown in the shower. I feel hopeless.
 

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God knows you are ill and that you have hallucinations and therefore He will not judge the accidents and small details you have in your head.

Jesus didnt let Satan place the mark on me and blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. John 10:28 is correct I saw a yellow cross claiming to be the beast hell opened up and I am scared.
 
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Jesus didnt let Satan place the mark on me and blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. John 10:28 is correct I saw a yellow cross claiming to be the beast hell opened up and I am scared.
I think you should get your theology right and straight. There is nothing like "yellow cross" or satan placing the mark etc. If you just get rid off this nonsense, you will be better with your OCD.

The real Christianity is very simple and easy, even a small child will find the way.

The more you complicate it for yourself, the more useless worries you have.
 
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That is what I thought but I am so paranoid that I took the beast unaware but I hear it is conscious decision to take the Mark of The Beast it says it on the Christian Forum not a hallucination so I am okay with Jesus the stuff about hell is not real I didnt unconsciously take the Mark of the Beast blaspheming the Holy Spirit on accident betraying Jesus unaware it is just a hallucination God isnt mad.

Is the mark of the beast a conscious decesion and not a hallucination dream of a yellow cross. I am so paranoid that I am going to be damned to hell for an accident in the shower on October 4. I bowed thinking I saw Jesus I was praying to Jesus. I confused Satan and Jesus and got plucked from his hand I fear I thought John 10:28_29 says that is impossible.

I have scitzphrenia, ocd scrupulosity, pandas, autism. I am so concerned I accidently betrayed Jesus turning into Antichrist and turning it down saying Jesus save me.

Am I the false prophet/antichrist because I saw the yellow cross and bowed to Satan on accident would Jesus be mad at a beliver and destroy their mansion for mental breakdown in the shower. I feel hopeless.
I used to have intrusive thoughts when I was a teenager which were essentially cursing the Holy Spirit, even though in my heart I had zero reason to do such a thing. I feared that if I even so much as let that sentence go through my head then I would lose my salvation.

Well, it was partially my fear of the whole thing that caused those thoughts to persist. I prayed about it and tried to think about other things, but you know how that goes... Finally one day I realized something important. God knows my heart. He knows that in my heart I love Him and would never curse Him. So those negative thoughts were inconsequential. They had no affect on my salvation because they didn't represent my true heart.

When I finally learned to stop being afraid of losing my salvation due to intrusive thoughts, those thoughts instantly vanished. Occasionally, they'll try to resurface when I'm struggling spiritually, but I always remind myself that God knows my heart and that those thoughts have nothing to do with my heart. I'm secure in His hands.
 
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I think you should get your theology right and straight. There is nothing like "yellow cross" or satan placing the mark etc. If you just get rid off this nonsense, you will be better with your OCD.

The real Christianity is very simple and easy, even a small child will find the way.

The more you complicate it for yourself, the more useless worries you have.

That is what I thought so the yellow cross is not the mark of the beast
 
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I used to have intrusive thoughts when I was a teenager which were essentially cursing the Holy Spirit, even though in my heart I had zero reason to do such a thing. I feared that if I even so much as let that sentence go through my head then I would lose my salvation.

Well, it was partially my fear of the whole thing that caused those thoughts to persist. I prayed about it and tried to think about other things, but you know how that goes... Finally one day I realized something important. God knows my heart. He knows that in my heart I love Him and would never curse Him. So those negative thoughts were inconsequential. They had no affect on my salvation because they didn't represent my true heart.

When I finally learned to stop being afraid of losing my salvation due to intrusive thoughts, those thoughts instantly vanished. Occasionally, they'll try to resurface when I'm struggling spiritually, but I always remind myself that God knows my heart and that those thoughts have nothing to do with my heart. I'm secure in His hands.

I had the same problem and I was reading scripts for austin and I had all the hallmark symptoms of developing scitzphrenia and it finally took over in the shower with the cross hallucination I worry it was Satan and not Jesus I was praying to Jesus
 
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I had the same problem and I was reading scripts for austin and I had all the hallmark symptoms of developing scitzphrenia and it finally took over in the shower with the cross hallucination I worry it was Satan and not Jesus I was praying to Jesus
I had a dream and I saw myself as the Antichrist False Prophet
 
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