Hi, everybody.
I hope everyone is okay. I am in my school computer room. Just got off the T and i've got class in a little less than two hours. I am just thinking about certain things. I think it is best to be honest with yourself for who and what you are as opposed to trying to be something else. I just read an inspirational novel.
*My best Man* by Andy Schell.
Harry Ford is a gay guy who will be cut out of his multi-million-dollar inheritance unless he marries a woman. He befriends the beautiful, feisty gold-digger
Amity Stone who falls in love with him and wants to help him get his inheritance by marrying him - and might take him to the cleaners !!! She knows he is gay. Their relationship is complicated by the arrival of Nicolo, a handsome gay man Harry falls in love with.
Amity loves Harry and wants his money. Harry's family wants him to be straight. Harry wants to be loved and wants to be himself and is not sure if he can trust Amity. Nicolo is charming and patient through it all. Surprise ending.
Great novel.
Almost as great as *Not A Day Goes By* written by E.Lynn Harris.
I feel so good. My studies are going ok. My mom is leaving Boston for NY on friday. My sister's health is alright. At school, I am hanging out with a cute guy and an interesting girl.
Plus I have a best friend I just adore....he is so great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
His name is Karl.
He is straight. He doesnt know I am bisexual. He helps me out a lot and i tell him almost all of my stuff (with the exception of the being bi thing) and we are cool. We hang out as much as time allows. My mom likes Karl and so does my sister. Both are great judges of character. I still see Lauren around school and she is cute and interesting and great as always but my emotions around her are waning. I think I am moving on. I am making new friends at my 7th day Adventist Church. Yes, I keep my business to myself and dont start no trouble. I've been looking good lately and both men and women are giving me the eye.
The only thing that slightly bothers me right now is that I think I may like Karl more than I let on. I am not sure. He is great and I am not attracted to him physically but his friendship and trust are qualities I would treasure in anyone. I feel some strong emotions (of friendship !) for that boy. I talk about him all the time at home. He is my best friend and almost like a brother.
I am grateful for my existence right now, I guess.
I know all is going good right now.
I have recently made a decision. I hear all the time about men and women getting in trouble because of sex. You know what I am talking about. Scandals. Accusations. Diseases. (unwanted)Pregnancies. So much stuff. I am 19 right now, a big and tall and dare i say handsome black dude. I am also bisexual. I decided that the first person that I would be with, be it a man or a woman will have to be someone i would have gotten to know. I hate to say it because its so cliche but I do this both for personal reasons and for security reasons. I plan to take my time to get to know someone before hopping into bed with them because there are unstable people out there. That is my wish. I just hope I will have the courage to pull it off.
PS : If you ever come to Boston in the Back Bay, you just might see me. (lol). Peace.
I hope everyone is okay. I am in my school computer room. Just got off the T and i've got class in a little less than two hours. I am just thinking about certain things. I think it is best to be honest with yourself for who and what you are as opposed to trying to be something else. I just read an inspirational novel.
*My best Man* by Andy Schell.
Harry Ford is a gay guy who will be cut out of his multi-million-dollar inheritance unless he marries a woman. He befriends the beautiful, feisty gold-digger
Amity Stone who falls in love with him and wants to help him get his inheritance by marrying him - and might take him to the cleaners !!! She knows he is gay. Their relationship is complicated by the arrival of Nicolo, a handsome gay man Harry falls in love with.
Amity loves Harry and wants his money. Harry's family wants him to be straight. Harry wants to be loved and wants to be himself and is not sure if he can trust Amity. Nicolo is charming and patient through it all. Surprise ending.
Great novel.
Almost as great as *Not A Day Goes By* written by E.Lynn Harris.
I feel so good. My studies are going ok. My mom is leaving Boston for NY on friday. My sister's health is alright. At school, I am hanging out with a cute guy and an interesting girl.
Plus I have a best friend I just adore....he is so great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
His name is Karl.
He is straight. He doesnt know I am bisexual. He helps me out a lot and i tell him almost all of my stuff (with the exception of the being bi thing) and we are cool. We hang out as much as time allows. My mom likes Karl and so does my sister. Both are great judges of character. I still see Lauren around school and she is cute and interesting and great as always but my emotions around her are waning. I think I am moving on. I am making new friends at my 7th day Adventist Church. Yes, I keep my business to myself and dont start no trouble. I've been looking good lately and both men and women are giving me the eye.
The only thing that slightly bothers me right now is that I think I may like Karl more than I let on. I am not sure. He is great and I am not attracted to him physically but his friendship and trust are qualities I would treasure in anyone. I feel some strong emotions (of friendship !) for that boy. I talk about him all the time at home. He is my best friend and almost like a brother.
I am grateful for my existence right now, I guess.
I know all is going good right now.
I have recently made a decision. I hear all the time about men and women getting in trouble because of sex. You know what I am talking about. Scandals. Accusations. Diseases. (unwanted)Pregnancies. So much stuff. I am 19 right now, a big and tall and dare i say handsome black dude. I am also bisexual. I decided that the first person that I would be with, be it a man or a woman will have to be someone i would have gotten to know. I hate to say it because its so cliche but I do this both for personal reasons and for security reasons. I plan to take my time to get to know someone before hopping into bed with them because there are unstable people out there. That is my wish. I just hope I will have the courage to pull it off.
PS : If you ever come to Boston in the Back Bay, you just might see me. (lol). Peace.
