m/c 15/5/2010

[Angelbug]

ok it took me a lot of courage to come and write in here. I did not want to talk about it much but I have decided to share.

I apologise now if I bring anyones memories up.

I had a miscarriage on the 15/5/2010. I am angry with the NHS and the NHS doctor who told me just to watch the clotting. I got of the phone to double up in pain so I decided to go to a & e which is unlike me. Was bleeding through a lot of towels. Went the toilet to do a urine sample only to find a pass something abnormal. The nurse came back and told me the test was positive. This is very hard for me to come to terms with as I have wanted a child for so long and have been trying a long time.

Just know I know how you ladies are feeling. I feel lonely and slightly empty. My body is still hurting especially my pelvic area.

Just need to sit in here.

 

[James 1:27]

I am so sorry for your loss, Angelbug. I've never lost a child but it did take 8 years for us to concieve our first child. Praying for you, knowing God is your comfort and your peace.

 

[Angelbug]

Thank you James it has took me 11 years as i have a medical condition. I am still sad and feel empty. I do know that things do actually get better for me but it is going to take time. When people tell me they are pregnant and when I see women pregnant I think that was me but something went wrong.