Since before I became a Christian, I was watching pornography and masturbating. After I became a Christian, I found porn hard to quit but I eventually did it. In 2013, I didn't intentionally look at any porn whatsoever. But recently, I've notice an increase in my urges and I've Googled some stuff that wasn't quite porn, but it was close. I am so ashamed of myself and I know God has forgiven me but I can't forgive myself. I never have forgiven myself on this subject. I don't know where to turn. Any advice and/or prayers are greatly appreciated.
Also, I want to add that a lot of this is not my urge for simple pleasure, it's my curiosity. Things I want to let my mind explore. I mean, I don't WANT it...I'm sure a lot of you know how I feel so please, any advice at all would be helpful.
Also, I want to add that a lot of this is not my urge for simple pleasure, it's my curiosity. Things I want to let my mind explore. I mean, I don't WANT it...I'm sure a lot of you know how I feel so please, any advice at all would be helpful.
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