When Zacharias saw an angel, he was troubled and fear fell upon him. (Luke 1:12)
For a while in the past, and even now to a lesser extent, I wanted to experience a trembling fear. I mean the kind of fear that the Israelites had at Mount Sinai, that made even Moses tremble, and that a mortal experiences as he nears the glory of God.
I thought I would be more obedient once I experienced this fear. And God allowed me to experience the fear of him. But the fear didnt last long. The memory is still in me, and trace of fear, but not the same fear.
I became to love the Lord Jesus. But unless the love is refreshed daily, it, too, disappears. The stirring of my soul doesnt even last a day. It needs re-stirring by the Holy Spirit in the morning and in the evening again.
Nothing in me lasts long. But Gods love and the Lords grace endure. I am sustained not by whats already in me, but by what comes afresh from God.
Father,
My life is short, and the goodness that you put in me lasts only a while. Unless you feed my body and sustain my soul everyday, I shall perish. Therefore, I give thanks and honor to you, for your Son calls me friend. Let me not betray the Son again, as I did when I didnt know him. Amen.
For a while in the past, and even now to a lesser extent, I wanted to experience a trembling fear. I mean the kind of fear that the Israelites had at Mount Sinai, that made even Moses tremble, and that a mortal experiences as he nears the glory of God.
I thought I would be more obedient once I experienced this fear. And God allowed me to experience the fear of him. But the fear didnt last long. The memory is still in me, and trace of fear, but not the same fear.
I became to love the Lord Jesus. But unless the love is refreshed daily, it, too, disappears. The stirring of my soul doesnt even last a day. It needs re-stirring by the Holy Spirit in the morning and in the evening again.
Nothing in me lasts long. But Gods love and the Lords grace endure. I am sustained not by whats already in me, but by what comes afresh from God.
Father,
My life is short, and the goodness that you put in me lasts only a while. Unless you feed my body and sustain my soul everyday, I shall perish. Therefore, I give thanks and honor to you, for your Son calls me friend. Let me not betray the Son again, as I did when I didnt know him. Amen.