Lowsy obsession!

[dabro]

Guy's like really if I was at God's jusgment it wouldn't be like this, I don't think. But hear's where the ? lies. You've never see it, so how do you know? Right I have never seen it and that confuses me into thinking well maybe you did die at 21 and this is all of what you had and you brought it with you at God's judgment. I know it doesn't make sense but that's my obsession. It's very twisted and dark and I don't know how to cope or have the skill's to endure it. I just want to pop a pill and say that's it for that. But then I got the thought hear a few minutes ago asking, Well maybe you are and your not dealing with it the way your supposed to. So now I got to go down this road of anxiety and fiery preaching doesn't help at all and I got that today at church. So any advice.

 

[DruryGirl]

Dabro, can you clarify the question a bit? What about God's judgment is confusing you?

 

[dabro]

How it will be. I don't know if this whole world is standing at the White Throne Judgment, and don't know it. I know about all those things and the things I was taught as a boy about dying and seeing God but my obsession has latched onto the white throne judgment. And that is what scares me. I guess I'm going to just have to let it pass and deal with it. It's an obsession or either God chose Life in my situation, not death. So really I have nothing to worry about cos I'm living now and that's what matters.

 

[annrobert]

Hi Dabro,


It looks like the dead are judged, but those who are washed in the blood of Jesus have passed from death unto life and God shall wipe all tears from their eyes and they have the righteousness of Jesus .

John 5:24
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life
John 5:29
And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.


John 5:24
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life

Revelation 21


1And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.
2And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.
3And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God.
4And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
5And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.
6And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.
7He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
8But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
9And there came unto me one of the seven angels which had the seven vials full of the seven last plagues, and talked with me, saying, Come hither, I will shew thee the bride, the Lamb's wife.
10And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and shewed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God,
11Having the glory of God: and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal;
12And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:
13On the east three gates; on the north three gates; on the south three gates; and on the west three gates.
14And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.
15And he that talked with me had a golden reed to measure the city, and the gates thereof, and the wall thereof.
16And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the breadth: and he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the height of it are equal.
17And he measured the wall thereof, an hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel.
18And the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass.
19And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald;
20The fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolyte; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst.
21And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass.
22And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it.
23And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof.
24And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it.
25And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.
26And they shall bring the glory and honour of the nations into it. 27And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.


9After this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, stood before the throne,
and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, and palms in their hands;


10And cried with a loud voice, saying, Salvation to our God which sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb.
11And all the angels stood round about the throne, and about the elders and the four beasts, and fell before the throne on their faces, and worshipped God,
12Saying, Amen: Blessing, and glory, and wisdom, and thanksgiving, and honour, and power, and might, be unto our God for ever and ever. Amen.
13And one of the elders answered, saying unto me, What are these which are arrayed in white robes? and whence came they?
14And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation,

and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

15Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them.
16They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat. 17For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.




12And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.

John 5:24
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation;

but is passed from death unto life

It looks like the dead are judged, but those who are washed in the blood of Jesus have passed from death unto life and God shall wipe all tears from their eyes and they have the righteousness of Jesus .



John 5:24
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life


John 5:29
And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.

 

[frank1234]

Hello Brother;
I am not sure if I understand you correctly, but i will try to say some words.
First, you are not dead, because your consciesness shows you that you are in this reality and the judgement day has not arrived yet. Which means that you are alive in this world and you are saved and every time you repent from the heart God forgives you. So, try to concentrate on this reality that God loves you and the judgement day has not arrived yet. Because when it does arrive, all the world will know it. I don't know If I said anything usefull, But I wish the best for your life. God bless you.

 

[dabro]

Yes you did brother thank you!!!!

 

[LadyL]

Are you feeling better, dabro?

 

[annrobert]

Yes how are you doing lately Dabro?

I hope you are doing well and receiving peace.

 

[ForeverHis777]

I would also like to add the verse that God uses to describe Satan . . .

"You are of your father the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. Whenever he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own nature; for he is a liar, and the father of lies." (John 8:44).

That always comforts me when I'm having a bad OCD day. While these thoughts are generated from our mental illness, it doesn't stop the devil from having a field day with us when and where he can. So this verse always comforts me.

I'd also like to note the verse that God says "I am not the author of confusion."

So you can be sure that this confusion is not from God. And if you were indeed in God's judgement he would make it evident. It would in no way be confusing.