My question: My family doesn't know. 2friends know only. I've kept it a secret and tried to move on but find myself years later still feeling ashamed, useless,worthless etc.SO many times this year I've wondered what if I just end it all now. A few times I've wanted to tell my sis or mum but I can't. Sex is a sin and taboo in my house and when they talk about others they look down on them. If this was your daughter what would you want her to do? What is your advice? My grades have dropped, I am unmotivated to live. I've had to pay for private counselling at uni and last week's discussion has me asking do I have daddy issues? Am I just crazy in the head? How did I get here? I find myself sometimes coming back to God expecting an answer but I get so angry when I see my mum stay with him just bcoz divorce is bad and what bible apparently says about it. Why can she not see that her staying has affected us badly? (All 3 of us girls have messed up views of guys.we don't trust erm. we don't have good experiences somewhat anti social and will possibly be alone for life).