lost in the world

[nessa]

i don't know who i am or what i am doing here anymore. Everytime i think i fit in, i get thrown into a new situation.

I was finally comfortable with the way life was at home..then i get put into a new apartment in a new town *15 min away from my family*

I am having a really really hard time not hurting myself ever since i had the breakdown a few nights ago.

It just feels like God has decided that i am not worthy enough to have him in my life.

 

[Mr.Cheese]

"It just feels like God has decided that i am not worthy enough to have him in my life."


Rest assured that no feeling such as that has anything to do with reality.
Jesus resolved that issue for good.
Feelings can be deceptive.
You're a child of God.

 

[IKTCA]

I would like to add to Mr. Cheese's godly advice.You said, "It just feels like God has decided that i am not worthy enough to have him in my life." Does the Bible record God said a person is not worthy to have him in his life?

I suggest that you read the entire Bible and look for a statement of that effect. If you don't find it in the Bible, it is a lie. Then you are deceived into the lie. And you are to ask God to lift you out of the lie. And he will.

Rupert

 

[nessa]

in my mind, it isn't that easy though

 

[IKTCA]

At the root of human problem is man's rebellion to God. Therefore, solution to a human problem begins with submission to God. Instead, man takes an easier way.

When Israel was doing evil deeds, God sent Assyria to invade Israel. The solution to the problem was to turn to God. This required changing their way of live, and they didn't want to. So they chose to seek help from Egypt. But God made Egypt defeated by the Assyrians.

Nessa,

Reading the instrctions of God (the Bible) and living accordingly is the way out of SI. It is the easiest way to be free of SI. But many do not choose this parth and reject God's love. That is my sigh.

Rupert

 

[FireOfGod]

No one is "worthy" of anything other than God Himself... That is why we have him in our lives!

Now, life is not meant to be comfortable... Though it is surely not meant to be miserable either. It is meant to be filled with the Kingdom of God, which is righteousness, peace, and joy.

I know exactly who you are and what you're doing here. You are a child of God, born to be his friend and companion, to bring the Kingdom of Heaven to Earth, and to destroy the works of the devil. You are a warrior, a child, friend, companion, and lover of God.

New situations and changes come all the time... That's what grace is for. God does and will give us grace to deal with every situation in every day. He doesn't abandon us and just say "here's all your junk, I'm leaving, see ya!". He takes it, he helps you, and you let him have it and let him help you.

Every time you feel like crap, go and worship. Soak in the presence of God, feel the anointing... At that moment, suddenly, everything is perfect. It's wonderful! Rest and feast in the presence of your enemies!

 

[Mayflower1]

i don't know who i am or what i am doing here anymore. Everytime i think i fit in, i get thrown into a new situation.

I was finally comfortable with the way life was at home..then i get put into a new apartment in a new town *15 min away from my family*

I am having a really really hard time not hurting myself ever since i had the breakdown a few nights ago.

It just feels like God has decided that i am not worthy enough to have him in my life.

God never sees you as unworthy! You are HIS child and all He sees in you is the blood of Christ, pure innocence... God allows certain things to happen to increase your faith and if you rely on Him, everything will be okay. Just start praying when those urges come on. Talk to your family or friends. You DON'T need to be alone right now. I will pray for you. Everything wil be okay... just let out your feelings and don't bottle them up inside because that hurts worse then cutting. Best Wishes, don't lose hope... Lily00