My thoughts that i try to block out are getting worse and worse.. constantly thinking bad thoughts about the Holy Spirit.. even to where whenever i think of the words Holy Spirit i automatically think of words like demon and satan.. also i start to think "God i will never blaspheme your Holy Spirit" but i end up thinking evil spirit instead. Then i get afraid that i actually do believe these things about the Holy Spirit and then i'm like tempted to think things like "well what if he is" and just stuff like that when i know he's not.. but i say to myself i that i know hes not.. and i feel like i do feel this way or even antagonistic toward the Holy Spirit when i dont want to and i'm afraid i committed it with my heart.. i dont know if i'm just fed up with these thoughts or something else.. HELP ME!! i'm losing it, the other day when i woke up i don't think i was fully conscious but my mind was thinking full blasphemous thought after blasphemous thought about the Holy Spirit and i tried to ignore them like people say to do and they eventually went down but i just cant help but keep thinking about thinking these thoughts..