Im starting to lose hope that thing are gonna get better....I keep haveing suicide thoughts...sometimes i dont want to get out of bed...I just want to give up on life...Im starting to shut people out that are trying to help...I find myself giveing in to self harm...I strugle with eating becoseu i know i have to for the baby but im just so depressed i dont want to at the same time....im starting to give up on God. Im just so angry at him...idk please pray for me...
