Lord, Why? **A poem**

[Surviving]

I wrote this poem to describe what I was feeling a while back. I still feel this now. I have loads of questions going on in my head at the moment.​

Lord, Why?​

Lord, why do I feel like this,
Like I’m in some great abyss?
I really wouldn’t go amiss,
So, why then do I exist?

Lord, why did I have to go through pain,
When someone had their pleasurable gain?
My past I’m trying to ascertain,
Please would you like to explain?

Lord, why do I feel so much hate,
When it was you who did create?
You made a man, who made my fate,
This man, my body he did desecrate.

Lord, what am I to feel when this happened to me?
Was it part of your will to be?
There are so many questions, can’t you see?
Please, Lord, can you hear my plea?

 

[goldenviolet]

bless your heart hun. pain and healling hurts. memories hurt. feelings hurt. every little detail is in God's hands. He knows every wound. every sarrow. every feeling you feel. at the cross He bore it too. every hurt and shame.
i just want to hug you. and bless you. you are a valuable child to God.

 

[Surviving]

Thank you very much goldenviolet for your very kind words. They mean alot to me at the moment. I'm sure that in time things will improve and I will start to believe the words that you have said. I so much want to believe, but it's just hard at the moment with loads of questions going on in my mind.

 

[UnitynLove]

I think God has us go through situations to strenghten us and to help others in a similar situation. As I have gone through what you have I am now helping you. God is Good.

 

[Surviving]

Thank you very much Unitynlove for your encouragement.

 

[FallingWaters]

I wrote this poem to describe what I was feeling a while back. I still feel this now. I have loads of questions going on in my head at the moment.​

Lord, Why?​

Lord, why do I feel like this,
Like I’m in some great abyss?
I really wouldn’t go amiss,
So, why then do I exist?

Lord, why did I have to go through pain,
When someone had their pleasurable gain?
My past I’m trying to ascertain,
Please would you like to explain?

Lord, why do I feel so much hate,
When it was you who did create?
You made a man, who made my fate,
This man, my body he did desecrate.

Lord, what am I to feel when this happened to me?
Was it part of your will to be?
There are so many questions, can’t you see?
Please, Lord, can you hear my plea?

I have had similar questions and feelings, too, but there is hope for healing.

 

[Surviving]

I believe that there is hope for healing, it's just a question of when. I know...it will happen in God's time.