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Hello all, I'm guessing in order to get help I will first need to explain myself, and what needs I have... so here goes. I am a born again Christian, and I confess Jesus Christ as the word that became flesh and dwelt among man, and Is Lord, savior, and the one true God. I also believe in apologetics, Not apologies. Christ is a stumbling stone, and the Word of God is foolishness to those that perish. So with that being said, I do not have a single liberal, or agnostic bone in my body. The reason I'm pointing this out, is not to be arrogant, just want real prayer, and biblical help. Its okay to cut me, and make me search my heart, and bible. So if an of you have advice or scripture, please by all means PM me. Ty.
What I need intercession for is my life. I am struggling to find any meaning or point to my life what so ever. I'm stuck. My life has turned into one boring never ending eternity. I so hate my life, but I don't know where God wants me. 19 years ago, I got in trouble with the law, and my family sent me away. Being all but disowned, I have only been allowed visitation of my family for the last 18 years of my life. I am now at a point in my life where I am tired of being alone, abandoned, and broke. I'm sick of surfing the web, playing games and just trying to get by. God did not purpose my life to be this. There has to be some point to my exsistance. I have been praying for my Damascus. For God to change me into the new creature He has purposed me to be. I need to "do" something with my life other than just sit here, doing nothing of the work of God. I feel kinda like the hearer in James that is told to be a doer of the word, and not just a hearer. Problem is, I have no fellowship with other believers, and I really don't know where to look. I need some Christian support and fellowship in my life.
This one is a biggie, I do not know if my brother is saved. First of all... He's a cop, and see's himself as the "good guy". Not at all as bad as others. Also his church's preaching drives me nuts. They do not speak about Jesus. They go on and on about "the lord" or "the son of god". They end everything: "in his holy name". (His) who? Who's name? What lord? They never actually Confess Jesus. Then I once listened to an entire hour of their confession to holy baptism for the remittance of sins. They actually preach baptism is salvation. They forget about the part where you accept the Lord Jesus Christ as Savior. Nope.... just get baptized in "the lord's" name. Also his life is nuts. And he really needs emotional healing.
Then there is my youngest daughter. (she dose not live with me) She has gone totally off the deep end. She is promiscuous, proudly so. She is using drugs, running away, fighting, and in trouble with the law. She is 16 years old and will curse out a police officer to their face. She has even beaten up my 67 year old Mom. This child is Waaaaaaaaay outa control, and we need alot of prayer there. She is not saved, and could be dead in any moment. I fear for her life and her soul.
My Mom is the matriarch of the family. She dose everything. My Mom runs the family. My brother, my two daughters, and my niece live with Mom. She pays ALL the bills, cleans the house, dose the homework etc. By herself. She had even paid my bills for the last 2 years. She also takes care of her mom and has a full time job with overtime at Hernando Pasco Hospice. This woman is a saint ,and a blessing from God Himself. She is also a pinnacle in the community and dose allot of extra's for the family, and her community. Like Den mother, cheer leading, youth group, etc. Might be hard to believe (not) but she has become very bitter at life, and cry's allot. Claiming life to not be fair. She is totally angry that her families life has fallen apart. An she honestly think all of our problems are her fault. Even me taking 2yrs to find a job. Some how she feels like a failure. Just to put it out there, I am direct depositing my paycheck to my Mom. She is a money guru. She'l get a buck 25 cents from a penny.
So..... this is my messed up world I live in, and Im looking for honest spirit lead prayer concerning these situations. Father, I come before you I Christ Jesus name asking you to touch the hearts of those you will lead to intercede in our behalf. I also ask you to bless my Mom, and give her what is required to endure the trials laid before her. As for my daughter Keisha, and my brother: I first pray for their souls, and ask that you bring them to the saving knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Secondly, I pray that your will may be done in their lives. I place them in your loving care, knowing no matter the situation, you alone are sovereign. I thank you Jesus for your assurance in your faithfulness to hear our prayers, and I join in agreeance with those in the spirt according to your promise, as it is written: Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. We thank you in all goodness and faith that your promises are yeah, and amen. And we thank you for your grace in this time of our need in Christ Jesus name.
I love all of you, and thank you for all of your concern, prayer, and time committed to this cause. I will pray for all of you concerning this thread. May God bless you all. Thank you.
What I need intercession for is my life. I am struggling to find any meaning or point to my life what so ever. I'm stuck. My life has turned into one boring never ending eternity. I so hate my life, but I don't know where God wants me. 19 years ago, I got in trouble with the law, and my family sent me away. Being all but disowned, I have only been allowed visitation of my family for the last 18 years of my life. I am now at a point in my life where I am tired of being alone, abandoned, and broke. I'm sick of surfing the web, playing games and just trying to get by. God did not purpose my life to be this. There has to be some point to my exsistance. I have been praying for my Damascus. For God to change me into the new creature He has purposed me to be. I need to "do" something with my life other than just sit here, doing nothing of the work of God. I feel kinda like the hearer in James that is told to be a doer of the word, and not just a hearer. Problem is, I have no fellowship with other believers, and I really don't know where to look. I need some Christian support and fellowship in my life.
This one is a biggie, I do not know if my brother is saved. First of all... He's a cop, and see's himself as the "good guy". Not at all as bad as others. Also his church's preaching drives me nuts. They do not speak about Jesus. They go on and on about "the lord" or "the son of god". They end everything: "in his holy name". (His) who? Who's name? What lord? They never actually Confess Jesus. Then I once listened to an entire hour of their confession to holy baptism for the remittance of sins. They actually preach baptism is salvation. They forget about the part where you accept the Lord Jesus Christ as Savior. Nope.... just get baptized in "the lord's" name. Also his life is nuts. And he really needs emotional healing.
Then there is my youngest daughter. (she dose not live with me) She has gone totally off the deep end. She is promiscuous, proudly so. She is using drugs, running away, fighting, and in trouble with the law. She is 16 years old and will curse out a police officer to their face. She has even beaten up my 67 year old Mom. This child is Waaaaaaaaay outa control, and we need alot of prayer there. She is not saved, and could be dead in any moment. I fear for her life and her soul.
My Mom is the matriarch of the family. She dose everything. My Mom runs the family. My brother, my two daughters, and my niece live with Mom. She pays ALL the bills, cleans the house, dose the homework etc. By herself. She had even paid my bills for the last 2 years. She also takes care of her mom and has a full time job with overtime at Hernando Pasco Hospice. This woman is a saint ,and a blessing from God Himself. She is also a pinnacle in the community and dose allot of extra's for the family, and her community. Like Den mother, cheer leading, youth group, etc. Might be hard to believe (not) but she has become very bitter at life, and cry's allot. Claiming life to not be fair. She is totally angry that her families life has fallen apart. An she honestly think all of our problems are her fault. Even me taking 2yrs to find a job. Some how she feels like a failure. Just to put it out there, I am direct depositing my paycheck to my Mom. She is a money guru. She'l get a buck 25 cents from a penny.
So..... this is my messed up world I live in, and Im looking for honest spirit lead prayer concerning these situations. Father, I come before you I Christ Jesus name asking you to touch the hearts of those you will lead to intercede in our behalf. I also ask you to bless my Mom, and give her what is required to endure the trials laid before her. As for my daughter Keisha, and my brother: I first pray for their souls, and ask that you bring them to the saving knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Secondly, I pray that your will may be done in their lives. I place them in your loving care, knowing no matter the situation, you alone are sovereign. I thank you Jesus for your assurance in your faithfulness to hear our prayers, and I join in agreeance with those in the spirt according to your promise, as it is written: Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. We thank you in all goodness and faith that your promises are yeah, and amen. And we thank you for your grace in this time of our need in Christ Jesus name.

I love all of you, and thank you for all of your concern, prayer, and time committed to this cause. I will pray for all of you concerning this thread. May God bless you all. Thank you.