Man it's been a long time since I posted here hasn't it, but yea. Still same ol same ol I spose, but I guess a posive note is that I haven't purged for 2 months now, YES!! Now I just have to try and keep it up, which is hard, but amazingly enough i haven't been thinking of it much, the only times i really think about it is when i eat quite a bit, at least in my eyes, so i guess that is still a problem in a way, since i'm not dealing with it in a full extent. But at least i don't starve myself days on end, i mean i pretty much can't right now, and really wont be able to in about 9 days now. Is it possible to be cured just from being forced to eat on a continual basis even though in your mind you know that if know one was enforcing it you would just let it go and go days on end without eating? I mean I know that if I was left to myself I would definitly only be having water every day, so i mean, i don't know. Life right now in general has been tough...extremely tough and it seems to get worse by the day, but i still pressing on hoping someday this too shall pass. Anywayz, I don't even know why i am writing this, i guess just because i can or whatever, i have no idea.
I guess really ya can just forget i said anything, cause it pretty much doesn't matter.
I truly hope and pray that God will bless each and every one of you!
I guess really ya can just forget i said anything, cause it pretty much doesn't matter.
I truly hope and pray that God will bless each and every one of you!
