year ago i visited my parents. They live in the small village in the middle of forest. i drived the car thru the wood and in one moment i have seen two children on the edge of the road. 7-8 years old. i seen them and was so shocked. i feeled my heart bourning and i could not respire. those children were me and my sister in thier age. i visited my parents, but i coudn't speak and think. I known -some thing is changed in me, but i didnt know what exactely. So i very fast got beck home and i understud all.
when i was little boy my parents remove to that village. i hated that place, because soon i experienced, that one of neighbours is a pedophil. All my life i feeled disgust to any kind of the phisical contact. Using the same bathroom with someone else or sitting close by someone was the real torture for me. I never asked anyone for help. I didn't pray for healing. I realised, that it is my cross to carry and other people have much more painfull problems. But that day God has healed me. Maybe He sended two angels for me, i dont know, but now i feel free and have peace in the heart. I am not an emotional person. I am very realistic man. I have never believed to much in wonders and that some day i will experience some wonder my self. I wish it all of You.
when i was little boy my parents remove to that village. i hated that place, because soon i experienced, that one of neighbours is a pedophil. All my life i feeled disgust to any kind of the phisical contact. Using the same bathroom with someone else or sitting close by someone was the real torture for me. I never asked anyone for help. I didn't pray for healing. I realised, that it is my cross to carry and other people have much more painfull problems. But that day God has healed me. Maybe He sended two angels for me, i dont know, but now i feel free and have peace in the heart. I am not an emotional person. I am very realistic man. I have never believed to much in wonders and that some day i will experience some wonder my self. I wish it all of You.
