This one has been tormenting me a lot lately.
Since Christ died for the elect, now can I be sure I was one of those for whom he died?
When I get attacked with thoughts like "you are a terrible christian, you don't live like a good christian should," I need a backbone to believe that Christ died for me, and settled my salvation so I am safe and secure. This security then drives me to joy and good works out of gratitude to God.
But with limited atonement, I dunno how to get that backbone. How can I be sure that Christ did in fact die for me, that I was one of the elect for whom he died?
I asked this question in the reformed forum, but they assumed I was trying to save myself. I don't want to save myself at all. The OCD fear that gets triggered by limited atonement for me is "What if I have to DO SOMETHING in order to become one of the elect?" It's the fear that I have to do good works in order to be saved. This causes a lot of fear because I know I can't do any good works, and even if I did all of them, it would not be enough.
I don't want to do good works to save myself, I just need to be assured that Christ really did die for me, and if I knew that, I'd gladly believe this news.
Since Christ died for the elect, now can I be sure I was one of those for whom he died?
When I get attacked with thoughts like "you are a terrible christian, you don't live like a good christian should," I need a backbone to believe that Christ died for me, and settled my salvation so I am safe and secure. This security then drives me to joy and good works out of gratitude to God.
But with limited atonement, I dunno how to get that backbone. How can I be sure that Christ did in fact die for me, that I was one of the elect for whom he died?
I asked this question in the reformed forum, but they assumed I was trying to save myself. I don't want to save myself at all. The OCD fear that gets triggered by limited atonement for me is "What if I have to DO SOMETHING in order to become one of the elect?" It's the fear that I have to do good works in order to be saved. This causes a lot of fear because I know I can't do any good works, and even if I did all of them, it would not be enough.
I don't want to do good works to save myself, I just need to be assured that Christ really did die for me, and if I knew that, I'd gladly believe this news.
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