Now before i go into this rant...i am sorry if this is the wron section..i just dont know where else to ask or post this for help..if any..
Since i was a child in pre-school i have been stealing,breaking rules,being a disobedient child as a whole. Growing up obviously led me into worser things, getting into drugs, underage sex, crime. As i got smarter i learnt about hacking and fraud. I have no idea how many lifes i have ruined with stealing peoples credit card info and details. Now you may think this to be a hoax, a forum troll. This is not, i am a horrible person, self serveing and not careing for others. I have stolen thousands, and probally ruined thousands of lives doing so. My life has always been full of sin as you call it. I have never seeked help from any god or any god preacher, but i feel this is my only hope in ever makeing myself feel better for everything ive done in life. I am still young, 19. And in that time ive probally sinned more times then satan himself in a lifetime. I am sorry if this is offending anybody but i need your opinions. Bad neighborhoods, bad parenting, never haveing a father to show me right from wrong. And i won't be bias i know what is right from wrong, but i only care about money and self serveing.
Please, i need help. I need to feel like everything ive done can be reversed. I am a sinner and a fraud. Please forgive me whatever that is that may look through my hate and anger and see what hurts inside.
I wan't to get out of here, fly away to another place and never look back. Start a new life where i won't have the same problems haunting me in every step. Im starting to feel death is the only awnser, and hell is where i belong.
Since i was a child in pre-school i have been stealing,breaking rules,being a disobedient child as a whole. Growing up obviously led me into worser things, getting into drugs, underage sex, crime. As i got smarter i learnt about hacking and fraud. I have no idea how many lifes i have ruined with stealing peoples credit card info and details. Now you may think this to be a hoax, a forum troll. This is not, i am a horrible person, self serveing and not careing for others. I have stolen thousands, and probally ruined thousands of lives doing so. My life has always been full of sin as you call it. I have never seeked help from any god or any god preacher, but i feel this is my only hope in ever makeing myself feel better for everything ive done in life. I am still young, 19. And in that time ive probally sinned more times then satan himself in a lifetime. I am sorry if this is offending anybody but i need your opinions. Bad neighborhoods, bad parenting, never haveing a father to show me right from wrong. And i won't be bias i know what is right from wrong, but i only care about money and self serveing.
Please, i need help. I need to feel like everything ive done can be reversed. I am a sinner and a fraud. Please forgive me whatever that is that may look through my hate and anger and see what hurts inside.
I wan't to get out of here, fly away to another place and never look back. Start a new life where i won't have the same problems haunting me in every step. Im starting to feel death is the only awnser, and hell is where i belong.
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