I never know trauma and abuse finally can make my life order such a mess......i m now still easy to forget every important thing, easy to get angry and feel exhausted, feel hunger but do not want to eat, do not want to meet anyone, can not do anything, stuck.
It is v strange, cuz my inner pain start to go a lot through prayers with sisters, but life order still such a mess...and trauma feeling become something like music in minds

It is v strange, cuz my inner pain start to go a lot through prayers with sisters, but life order still such a mess...and trauma feeling become something like music in minds