LIED about abortion...

[HisW0rd]

I told the father of my child that I was getting an abortion because I didnt want any connection with him.

I feel bad but this man is heavily influence by satan and I didn't realize it until he held me hostage for 8 days. I was scared of him for a moment because I was sooo shock how GONE this man is. I was shock that he thought it was okay to make physical threats, to be verbally abusive, and the worst one of all spiritually abusive and sexually abusive. He disrespected me daily and I felt like I was being held prisoner by SATAN himself. Have you ever notice someone changing up on you like 5 to 6 times throughout the day as if some other force lives in them?


Was this wrong?

 

[HisW0rd]

And the most sickening part about this is Satan himself...he tries to make me believe things that are not true. He tries to make me feel like I interpret this whole thing wrongly and that I am crazy. I found myself wanting to stay with the man because I was in awe, I felt like this was my new lab rat, I mean I wanted to dissect his mind and his spirit, because I really couldnt believe it. What I found, is someone who really hates himself but I dont understand why?

 

[Singin4Him]

It sounds like you don't need to have contact with this man and neither does the child, however I do believe it was wrong of you to lie about having an abortion. Obviously in time this man will find out you lied and I don't think God will bless you for lying about something like that even if you felt it was to protect you and your baby. There are other ways of cutting off contact with this man.

 

[mont974x4]

Did you just tell him that, but intend to keep the child? Do you have strong godly support system?

 

[HisW0rd]

It sounds like you don't need to have contact with this man and neither does the child, however I do believe it was wrong of you to lie about having an abortion. Obviously in time this man will find out you lied and I don't think God will bless you for lying about something like that even if you felt it was to protect you and your baby. There are other ways of cutting off contact with this man.

That is easy for you to say because your not pregnant by a murderer who knows where you live. You dont have to deal with his out bursts and lies. You do not have to worry about this man coming to your home to hurt you because you know he doesnt want you to have this baby...

I repent for my sin but the God you serve is not the God I serve because He doesnt work that way thank you very much

 

[cobweb]

Did you file a report with the police?

I say this because a relative of mine did not call the police when she was being abused and now the father gets visitation.

 

[mont974x4]

Did you file a report with the police?

I say this because a relative of mine did not call the police when she was being abused and now the father gets visitation.

Good advice.

The main concern is the safety and well being of mother and baby.

 

[HisW0rd]

Did you just tell him that, but intend to keep the child? Do you have strong godly support system?

Yes I did

I was stressing out, having night mares, and just going through very emoitonal times and I guess being pregnant made things worst.

I did this for the health and growth of my baby. I didnt want my baby development or healthy to be jepordized because I was fearful that daddy might come in and kill us...

I have a great support system...God has blessed me tremendously but I think the greatest blessing is allowing me to meet the father of my child, Devin. Even though I made a mistake, I have a soul to pray for and interecede for.

I did this for him too because Satan has this man mind to the point he create lies. I cant even begin to tell you what happened because it scared me how satan literally has his mind.

I feel that he is at peace and feel like he is better off
I did this so I can get rid of that stronghold and that demonic presence I kept battling with.

I ended all emotional and spiritual soul ties with this man...

I do not plan on keeping him from his child forever...but right now...he needs so holy spirit incubation time and I have a lot of saints praying for this anointed man of God...

even though it hurts and im steal healing, I love Devin and I want him to be in the baby's life but I refuse to be abused...or threaten

this man tried sending me devils
he commanded satan cohorts to control me and my mind..lol it blew me away

 

[HisW0rd]

Did you file a report with the police?

I say this because a relative of mine did not call the police when she was being abused and now the father gets visitation.

I did and I have to prove that he is crazy and Devin isnt a fool. That devil shows his face when he wants to....but he showed it to the wrong woman because Im not afraid to face him. That is why I am consider the agressor and I cant file the report. I got tired of being a prisoner so at that time I did what I did best because he was going to rape me again and I attacked him full force...with all my might...the police told me I should of called them well UH DUH YOU CRAZY PEOPLE....LOL A MAN THAT HOLDS YOU HOSTAGE DONT LET YOU USE THE PHONE...when I did he watched me and dialed numbers for me....he wouldnt let me touch the phone...lol lol this world is crazy



This natural worldly way will not help me...I tried...

God has to fix that man...there is no other way