[FONT="][PART ONE OF TWO]
Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God;[/FONT]
[FONT="]It the past, it has been wonderfully nice to talk to you on my knees in prayer and it has always been a divine blessing to talk to you about the values of life and the fullness of family; my Beloved God Almighty, it has always seemed like you have had such great wisdom and optimism to give throughout the very fibre of my being![/FONT]
[FONT="]I know that it has been years since I actually set down and wrote you a letter through prayer from the heart; yet, I have at times been afraid to talk to you about certain things. I know that me coming full circle with life and the very basis of authenticity is going to be hard, but it is the truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]For most of my life, I have hidden in the darkness about what I need to do and where I need to go. Over the years, it seems like you have been a constant foundation of what needs to be and the gateway to what can be done. You are a wonderful God and I pray that our relationship will continue to grow from the seed that you had planted inside the depths of my being so long ago! For years, I had looked to you for life and the very pursuit of authentic truth![/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; you have provided a fruitful example and I am trying to learn from that legacy through Jesus Christ. So many have tried to blame you for problems in their lives, yet for me, you have been a beacon of hope, a reason for faith, and the direction for life.[/FONT]
[FONT="]For so many years, I ran from what I knew I needed to do and I listened to those around me about what I had to do. It was a false lie and it brought me to my knees so many times. I tried to reason with myself about what I needed to do; yet, it was utterly pretend. I tried to make certain family members, church officials, and friends happy such a travesty.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I tried hiding behind the church, family, and those I thought were the right people. Yet, for years and years I had fallen and created a false wonderland of hope and progression.[/FONT]
[FONT="]In the course of my history (in light of my human and spiritual nature as a whole), tyrants have arisen from time to time who have oppressed and threatened the balance of truth within me; which in turn has denied me a solidification of prosperity, peace, truth, and justice through your majesty. Such is adjudged to be the case, so ever recently, and consequently great and terrifying forces with sophisticated and fearsome armaments have been engaged in battle against me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I have come face to face with the problem of human fault and the evil correlation that springs from it. The evil seems to wear two distinct masks: it has appeared in the external form of terroristic blatancy, and secondly in the internal form of intolerance, oppression, and subjugation; all guided by the dark hands of the devil and his demonic hosts.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Now, the time has come that I stand and take instruction from past wars on myself and others; it has come the time that I have confronted the questions of opposition to truth, the opposition to your majesty, and the opposition to your salvation![/FONT]
[FONT="]The lines have been drawn and the world of falls suddenly into two distinctive camps: the Progressive Institutes of Liberty for Divine Faith, and the Fascist Conglomeration of Powers within Darkness (which seem capable of every sort of inhumanity).[/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; I have come to a turning point in the war on divine progression for this has become a critical moment of decision and it is not easy. Will I persevere or run? Do I really think I will have lasting peace if I sideline the true content of my war on my liberation and those with similar distinction? How authentic will I be if I fail to persevere at this critical time?[/FONT]
[FONT="]If there is to be a time of true peace within my life and those around me, then now must be a time for war against falseness and inhumanity an engulfing war that is a last resort for a time of lasting peace, prosperity, and unity through the very encompassment of your love.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Physical, spiritual, emotional, and psychological catastrophic wars and other violence, injustices, deceptions, and corruptions will continue, until the full throngs of true inclusive resolve is set into motion and is played out within my life and those around me. Restrictive forces (the vast forces of all that is negative and contrary to human resolve) are making last ditch efforts to control me and the most vulnerable and uniquely different people around me, as well as attacking those with the true embodiment of righteousness. From the fires of evil, however, I see the light of hope; and through you, Mighty God, it is showing the way to peace. All have their human flaws; but at the striking moment, when the time has come for war and resolve, I have faced the challenges by appealing to hope and optimism of your truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]So as I must say thus far, in the long term, there are plenty of grounds for hope. Life for most of my history has been consumed by the onslaught of tyrannical evil; for the time has come that I break the onslaught once again by the blessings of your glorious hands! The evil has arrived full force and I must stand without wavering, I must wear your victorious armour, and I must cry the battle cry of heavenly resolve. I have a duty to uphold my true convictions in light of your word, defend the sacred grounds of my life in the faith of your authenticity, and I am fighting for the fullness of Truth, Prosperity, Peace, and Justice, of your glorious rein upon the darkened hearts of humanity.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I am writing you and praying these very words now, to RECLAIM my faults and find a path of mercy and reconciliation. I understand for many who are in and around my life, it is going to be very hard to move beyond the lies and deceit from the past; yet, I am striving to have a renewed and flourishing connection once again; through the mercy, passion, and resolve of your authentic love - my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God![/FONT]
[FONT="]I therefore acknowledge the lies that quickly eroded and destroyed the foundations upon which my relationships with those around me were. I tried to pose myself above pain, hurt, and authentic identity. I tried to create a place of escape; yet, such choices made a damaging effect on family, community, me, and most of all ... you. I can see these effects and I know it is going to be a long time before a formidable resolve is made; yet, I know that the foundation of forgiving peace and the road to victory has been laid forth. I am the prodigal who has made a fight to come back home! Learning to tell the truth of who I am, to what I belong, and to what I stand for, has been the cornerstone to my coming to terms in your reality of truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I am reaching out for reconciliation and I would like to open a dialogue to rebuild trust and interaction. I have put my full force into the cause, and plan to not waiver. I have hurt people and I am reaching out to seek forgiveness. I CONTINUOUSLY RECANT MY SINFUL BEHAVIOURS. My humanity has plagued the fabric of authenticity, and now it has come the time to break such bondage and live in the Victory of Life through you, my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God.[/FONT]
[FONT="]One of the most difficult things for me to admit, was my deception of the truth! It was through the inquisition of authentic faith that my true motives were exposed. At the time of my failure, I was determined to press forward my ill-reverent and ill-progressive vision through false accusations and deception; for the core of my workings were based on the principles of individual selfishness, greed, and envy. Whether I wanted to admit such faults or not, the very basis of my being in deceptive principles, was the very cause of my problems. I had created an unnecessary conflict, frugal arguments, unethical hatred, and horrendous selfishness. The only way I was able to suffice my self-hatred was to gain pleasure in the deception of others; for I wanted to trick and subvert truth and the very precession of unity around me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I had created prejudices against authenticity and truth. At the time, I looked at selfishness as progression, rather than looking to unite for a greater cause in faith and principle. I had created a mask of deception. I tried to overthrow the goodness and progression you provided in your creation, for I was not sure of myself; therefore, I pushed myself further in manipulation for evil gain. Until now, I never really addressed any issue of authenticity, truthfully; I guess I was afraid to hear your truth and practice it. Some of the Christian faithful tried to show me what genuine truth, loyalty, honesty, and collective faithfulness was; yet, I had ignored such offers and instead tried to pollute such goodness. That now has turned 180! [/FONT]
[FONT="]It was not easy for me to admit I needed real change. The question that continually pounded inside of me was this: How much more unnecessary suffering must go on until I admit the truth and live for your victorious passion and deliverance? I had to revoke and discard the institute of deception that had enveloped the very depth of my being. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Out of such illumination of truth and authenticity in your love, I have finally penned a real and ever-present testimony of deliverance. I wholeheartedly want to be REAL; I want to be AUTHENTIC![/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; because you have been the very driving force in my life, I feel that it is time that I share the REAL testament in my life to the world. Please open my heart and open the hearts and eyes of those who have decided to embrace this testimony; give them the strength and understanding, that this IS me in light of YOUR truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Thank-you, my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God![/FONT]
[FONT="]Amen and Amen.[/FONT]
[PART ONE OF TWO]
Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God;[/FONT]
[FONT="]It the past, it has been wonderfully nice to talk to you on my knees in prayer and it has always been a divine blessing to talk to you about the values of life and the fullness of family; my Beloved God Almighty, it has always seemed like you have had such great wisdom and optimism to give throughout the very fibre of my being![/FONT]
[FONT="]I know that it has been years since I actually set down and wrote you a letter through prayer from the heart; yet, I have at times been afraid to talk to you about certain things. I know that me coming full circle with life and the very basis of authenticity is going to be hard, but it is the truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]For most of my life, I have hidden in the darkness about what I need to do and where I need to go. Over the years, it seems like you have been a constant foundation of what needs to be and the gateway to what can be done. You are a wonderful God and I pray that our relationship will continue to grow from the seed that you had planted inside the depths of my being so long ago! For years, I had looked to you for life and the very pursuit of authentic truth![/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; you have provided a fruitful example and I am trying to learn from that legacy through Jesus Christ. So many have tried to blame you for problems in their lives, yet for me, you have been a beacon of hope, a reason for faith, and the direction for life.[/FONT]
[FONT="]For so many years, I ran from what I knew I needed to do and I listened to those around me about what I had to do. It was a false lie and it brought me to my knees so many times. I tried to reason with myself about what I needed to do; yet, it was utterly pretend. I tried to make certain family members, church officials, and friends happy such a travesty.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I tried hiding behind the church, family, and those I thought were the right people. Yet, for years and years I had fallen and created a false wonderland of hope and progression.[/FONT]
[FONT="]In the course of my history (in light of my human and spiritual nature as a whole), tyrants have arisen from time to time who have oppressed and threatened the balance of truth within me; which in turn has denied me a solidification of prosperity, peace, truth, and justice through your majesty. Such is adjudged to be the case, so ever recently, and consequently great and terrifying forces with sophisticated and fearsome armaments have been engaged in battle against me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I have come face to face with the problem of human fault and the evil correlation that springs from it. The evil seems to wear two distinct masks: it has appeared in the external form of terroristic blatancy, and secondly in the internal form of intolerance, oppression, and subjugation; all guided by the dark hands of the devil and his demonic hosts.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Now, the time has come that I stand and take instruction from past wars on myself and others; it has come the time that I have confronted the questions of opposition to truth, the opposition to your majesty, and the opposition to your salvation![/FONT]
[FONT="]The lines have been drawn and the world of falls suddenly into two distinctive camps: the Progressive Institutes of Liberty for Divine Faith, and the Fascist Conglomeration of Powers within Darkness (which seem capable of every sort of inhumanity).[/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; I have come to a turning point in the war on divine progression for this has become a critical moment of decision and it is not easy. Will I persevere or run? Do I really think I will have lasting peace if I sideline the true content of my war on my liberation and those with similar distinction? How authentic will I be if I fail to persevere at this critical time?[/FONT]
[FONT="]If there is to be a time of true peace within my life and those around me, then now must be a time for war against falseness and inhumanity an engulfing war that is a last resort for a time of lasting peace, prosperity, and unity through the very encompassment of your love.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Physical, spiritual, emotional, and psychological catastrophic wars and other violence, injustices, deceptions, and corruptions will continue, until the full throngs of true inclusive resolve is set into motion and is played out within my life and those around me. Restrictive forces (the vast forces of all that is negative and contrary to human resolve) are making last ditch efforts to control me and the most vulnerable and uniquely different people around me, as well as attacking those with the true embodiment of righteousness. From the fires of evil, however, I see the light of hope; and through you, Mighty God, it is showing the way to peace. All have their human flaws; but at the striking moment, when the time has come for war and resolve, I have faced the challenges by appealing to hope and optimism of your truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]So as I must say thus far, in the long term, there are plenty of grounds for hope. Life for most of my history has been consumed by the onslaught of tyrannical evil; for the time has come that I break the onslaught once again by the blessings of your glorious hands! The evil has arrived full force and I must stand without wavering, I must wear your victorious armour, and I must cry the battle cry of heavenly resolve. I have a duty to uphold my true convictions in light of your word, defend the sacred grounds of my life in the faith of your authenticity, and I am fighting for the fullness of Truth, Prosperity, Peace, and Justice, of your glorious rein upon the darkened hearts of humanity.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I am writing you and praying these very words now, to RECLAIM my faults and find a path of mercy and reconciliation. I understand for many who are in and around my life, it is going to be very hard to move beyond the lies and deceit from the past; yet, I am striving to have a renewed and flourishing connection once again; through the mercy, passion, and resolve of your authentic love - my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God![/FONT]
[FONT="]I therefore acknowledge the lies that quickly eroded and destroyed the foundations upon which my relationships with those around me were. I tried to pose myself above pain, hurt, and authentic identity. I tried to create a place of escape; yet, such choices made a damaging effect on family, community, me, and most of all ... you. I can see these effects and I know it is going to be a long time before a formidable resolve is made; yet, I know that the foundation of forgiving peace and the road to victory has been laid forth. I am the prodigal who has made a fight to come back home! Learning to tell the truth of who I am, to what I belong, and to what I stand for, has been the cornerstone to my coming to terms in your reality of truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I am reaching out for reconciliation and I would like to open a dialogue to rebuild trust and interaction. I have put my full force into the cause, and plan to not waiver. I have hurt people and I am reaching out to seek forgiveness. I CONTINUOUSLY RECANT MY SINFUL BEHAVIOURS. My humanity has plagued the fabric of authenticity, and now it has come the time to break such bondage and live in the Victory of Life through you, my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God.[/FONT]
[FONT="]One of the most difficult things for me to admit, was my deception of the truth! It was through the inquisition of authentic faith that my true motives were exposed. At the time of my failure, I was determined to press forward my ill-reverent and ill-progressive vision through false accusations and deception; for the core of my workings were based on the principles of individual selfishness, greed, and envy. Whether I wanted to admit such faults or not, the very basis of my being in deceptive principles, was the very cause of my problems. I had created an unnecessary conflict, frugal arguments, unethical hatred, and horrendous selfishness. The only way I was able to suffice my self-hatred was to gain pleasure in the deception of others; for I wanted to trick and subvert truth and the very precession of unity around me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I had created prejudices against authenticity and truth. At the time, I looked at selfishness as progression, rather than looking to unite for a greater cause in faith and principle. I had created a mask of deception. I tried to overthrow the goodness and progression you provided in your creation, for I was not sure of myself; therefore, I pushed myself further in manipulation for evil gain. Until now, I never really addressed any issue of authenticity, truthfully; I guess I was afraid to hear your truth and practice it. Some of the Christian faithful tried to show me what genuine truth, loyalty, honesty, and collective faithfulness was; yet, I had ignored such offers and instead tried to pollute such goodness. That now has turned 180! [/FONT]
[FONT="]It was not easy for me to admit I needed real change. The question that continually pounded inside of me was this: How much more unnecessary suffering must go on until I admit the truth and live for your victorious passion and deliverance? I had to revoke and discard the institute of deception that had enveloped the very depth of my being. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Out of such illumination of truth and authenticity in your love, I have finally penned a real and ever-present testimony of deliverance. I wholeheartedly want to be REAL; I want to be AUTHENTIC![/FONT]
[FONT="]Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God; because you have been the very driving force in my life, I feel that it is time that I share the REAL testament in my life to the world. Please open my heart and open the hearts and eyes of those who have decided to embrace this testimony; give them the strength and understanding, that this IS me in light of YOUR truth.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Thank-you, my Dearest, Beloved, and Everlasting God![/FONT]
[FONT="]Amen and Amen.[/FONT]
[PART ONE OF TWO]
