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(( LOL, blew his nose on his shirt? Gee thanks alot
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Cody went to the restroom and blwe his nose in a kleenex, then attempted to clean his shirt. He heard the door open and looked in the mirror to see the pastor behind him. He turned around and sat on the counter, ready to talk.
"So... you ok?" Asked the pastor. "You think I'm a nutcase dont you? Always crying, even passing out." The pastor hesitated, "No, no I dont. Its obvious that you have been deeply hurt, mabey more than once, in your life." Cody stared in shock, the man was starting to scare him. "You wanna tell me about it?" Cody sat there for a second, then nodded.
"When I was seven, my uncle came over to the house. He was going to baby sit me while my parents went on a "Make-up" date. I dont know why they went, all they ever did was make things worse. But anyway, no one knew my uncle was... he was... well, he was uh, ed. After my parents left... he started talking to me, it scared me the way he touched me... the way he held me, he..." Cody started to cry again. The pastor came over and laid a hand on Codys shoulder, and Cody flinched. The pastor backed off, "I'm sorry" He said. "No... Its ok, its my fault..." "Wha...?" "Just let me finish first K?" The pastor nodded.
" Well, you can probably guess what happened from there, he helped me with my bath, all teh while touching me, then he took me to my room and... and..." Cody stopped and bowed his head, not able to cry anymore, but not able to continue. " It's ok son, I understand, you dont have to go into the details of that" Cody looked up gratefully, "No ones called me son before.." The pastor looked shocked. Cody quickly looked down, embarresed, here he was spilling a story he hed never told anyone in his life, why?
"Do you want to finish?" the pastor asked. "Yeah, after that night, I felt horrible about myself, I didnt understand what had happened, I thought I had done somthing wrong! I never told my parents, or anyone for that matter. I thought somthing was wrong with me after that. When I got older, and really understood what exactly had happened that night... I got angry, angry at him, and myself. I felt horrible, I tried to comfort myself with my GF. I'd stay the night there to try to errase what heppened with my uncle, but its still there."
Cody looked at the pastor, straight in the eye. "Lots of people think I'm emotional, but most havent gone through what I have, they arn't guilty of the same stuff I am. They dont live with the abusive parents that dont even care about there son!" They arnt ..." with that Cody got up and ran out of the bathroom, he ran into the sanctuary and laid in a pew sobbing his heart out, crying out to a God he wasnt even sure existed
Cody went to the restroom and blwe his nose in a kleenex, then attempted to clean his shirt. He heard the door open and looked in the mirror to see the pastor behind him. He turned around and sat on the counter, ready to talk.
"So... you ok?" Asked the pastor. "You think I'm a nutcase dont you? Always crying, even passing out." The pastor hesitated, "No, no I dont. Its obvious that you have been deeply hurt, mabey more than once, in your life." Cody stared in shock, the man was starting to scare him. "You wanna tell me about it?" Cody sat there for a second, then nodded.
"When I was seven, my uncle came over to the house. He was going to baby sit me while my parents went on a "Make-up" date. I dont know why they went, all they ever did was make things worse. But anyway, no one knew my uncle was... he was... well, he was uh, ed. After my parents left... he started talking to me, it scared me the way he touched me... the way he held me, he..." Cody started to cry again. The pastor came over and laid a hand on Codys shoulder, and Cody flinched. The pastor backed off, "I'm sorry" He said. "No... Its ok, its my fault..." "Wha...?" "Just let me finish first K?" The pastor nodded.
" Well, you can probably guess what happened from there, he helped me with my bath, all teh while touching me, then he took me to my room and... and..." Cody stopped and bowed his head, not able to cry anymore, but not able to continue. " It's ok son, I understand, you dont have to go into the details of that" Cody looked up gratefully, "No ones called me son before.." The pastor looked shocked. Cody quickly looked down, embarresed, here he was spilling a story he hed never told anyone in his life, why?
"Do you want to finish?" the pastor asked. "Yeah, after that night, I felt horrible about myself, I didnt understand what had happened, I thought I had done somthing wrong! I never told my parents, or anyone for that matter. I thought somthing was wrong with me after that. When I got older, and really understood what exactly had happened that night... I got angry, angry at him, and myself. I felt horrible, I tried to comfort myself with my GF. I'd stay the night there to try to errase what heppened with my uncle, but its still there."
Cody looked at the pastor, straight in the eye. "Lots of people think I'm emotional, but most havent gone through what I have, they arn't guilty of the same stuff I am. They dont live with the abusive parents that dont even care about there son!" They arnt ..." with that Cody got up and ran out of the bathroom, he ran into the sanctuary and laid in a pew sobbing his heart out, crying out to a God he wasnt even sure existed
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