Just wanted to share something!!!!

[dabro]

I in earlier posts if any of you read them told you about a uniqe Gift that God the Father has givin me. Now not to boast because not everyone is as blessed as me. My case manager has this, my Preacher has this, and I have this. When God convicts me my heart drops indicating that I shoud'nt do what I'm thinking about or about to do. Now my Faith became thru my sufferings like psychosis a terrible frightning experiance.. But thru that I saw things you would not image. Nor can you image. MY mind or either satan himself was it. But the point is it kick started my Faith by seeing what I could not Imagen I said there truly is a God. So I believed that God had chosen me for something Important and delicate. But I was going thru it with one eye open. I went thru a drug induced psychosis and was not even aware of what was going on with me but I chose to listen to God and my conscious became so sensetive that my Heart started to drop when I would think about sinning like for Example you think about giving into lust whatever it may be your adreniline goes up and your heart starts to beat very fast this is if you have'nt gave into temptation much but you are completly inline with God. Now not everybody has this gift don't be confused with OCD I know how OCD came make your heart drop because of fear but everytime I look at a woman my heart droped every time I was coversating with someone I should'nt of been my heart drop Etc.. Somewhere in the Bible it say's that NOTHING CAN SEPERATE YOU FROM THE LOVE OF GOD. I've been given this Gift for a reason and I think also you can have it to. But all good thing come from the Father above. Charles Stanley said it like this when he get's a conviction it feels like static in the heart well I thought literally so with Gods help I channeled that Rush into a dropping heart that never fails thats how sensitive the Holy Spirit came to me but what Charles was saying to him it was like he could not hear God because of static in the Heart But I'm sealed thru he's Blood I'm often reminded by the Holy Spirit that I should not do that like when you think your about to get into a accident and your heart drops mine does it all day not out of fear but God showing me I need to change something in my life.. Like when I went thru the psychosis it was like I had proof that God existed It's like that now but I believe you all are the strong one's you go by faith and faith alone God has to carry me like He does all of us.. well just wanted to share that with you I think God was wanting me to.. And nice Sermon you gave James it really help me I need to get back into the Word and Prayer because I suffer greatly with nightmares that are so morbit and twisted. and I just want to give God the Glory for what He has and will do.. Well thanks guys for the support I hope this helps someone who needs it I really do God Bless You all so much.....

 

[Jayangel81]

Hmm very interesting.

I have never heard or thought about it like that. somehow I feel very cautious about it(I am being honest), but if you have seen the things I have in the last week, you would be too

I would like to pray and see if God reveals anything to me about this type of situation

 

[annrobert]

Hi Dabros,
May God continue to bless you.Yes you are washed in Jesus blood and sealed til the day of redemption.Always remember that.The Holy Spirit will always convict us of sin either through a gut knowing , or more often through bringing to our remembrance the Word of God , He also leads us and guides us through the Word of God in our daily lives.James does give good teaching and support on here.Yes studying the bible and prayer is so very important to do, for renewing our minds .the bible does say nothing can seperate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.be blessed and stay strong and encouraged in Jesus.
take care
annrobert

 

[dabro]

James explaine what you mean by things that you saw this last week.?? My poblem is not faith it's more of fear that God will one open up my heart and reviele to the entire universe what I have done. I know I should go by the word everybody says that and the word is what cleanses you but well I don't know really why does it seem so hard to slide forward to get inline with God why is my heart so hard it seems I just want the security knowing God will accept me now alot of what I obsesse about sounds alot like what you go thru like blasphemey things like that but what is different about mine and your is I feel like any minute I will be judged not this when I die where will I go now I'm blessed to say that I don't go thru that because it would stink to be anxiuos all the time when you want to pray or read the Bible. I see alot of that here. but ya really it just came out of no where I did'nt ask for it It just happened My case manager who is a christian says when he gets it it's this comfert of knowing that God is warning him. Now in my situation it's more of like well your there but what can I do I'm stuck and I can see your point James there are times when it really scared me and I did not trust it like when my OCD kicked in but I accept it by faith that it is the work of God. But ya I would really like to hear what you saw and I know I'm lukewarm right now but it's just like falling in quick sand struggling for so long that you give up.. But really I would not like to tread on thing I do not know so if God gives you something about please share I don't know how it's going to effect me but I would really like to know that.

 

[Jayangel81]

I am sorry Dabro, you will have to understand, I am not trying to be on the negative side. It is just that...it honestly did not sit well in my spirit.

This last week I have been dealing with alot of deciet and lies within people around me, God put me in the middle of a cult to bring a friend out, all sorts of stuff you probably don't want to hear. But I am more on my guard now than ever because of it..

My poblem is not faith it's more of fear that God will one open up my heart and reviele to the entire universe what I have done.

What you have done, is between you and God, with the exception if you need to confess something to another person that you did to them.

I know I should go by the word everybody says that and the word is what cleanses you but well I don't know really why does it seem so hard to slide forward to get inline with God why is my heart so hard it seems I just want the security knowing God will accept me now alot of what I obsesse about sounds alot like what you go thru like blasphemey things like that but what is different about mine and your is I feel like any minute I will be judged not this when I die where will I go now I'm blessed to say that I don't go thru that because it would stink to be anxiuos all the time when you want to pray or read the Bible.

God did not leave us unknowing on how He feels about you. God left you with full knowledge AND He sent the Holy Spirit into your life

Alot of times we put ourselves in front of the Law, and the Law condemns us, that is ALL it will ever do is condemn us.

You have to understand also, there is one who accuses the brethren, of their sins.

How do you view forgiveness to your sins?

I see alot of that here. but ya really it just came out of no where I did'nt ask for it It just happened My case manager who is a christian says when he gets it it's this comfert of knowing that God is warning him.

The Holy Spirit warns us of danger around us, the earthly realm and the Spiritual realm. Is this the Holy Spirit warning you? It would be impossible for me to tell, all I ask is that you pray on it

Now in my situation it's more of like well your there but what can I do I'm stuck and I can see your point James there are times when it really scared me and I did not trust it like when my OCD kicked in but I accept it by faith that it is the work of God.

Place the situation up to God's Word. If it does not match you have the right to question it. again, there is nothing wrong with seeking God and seeing what He has to say about it. I am not trying to discourage you, but more I am asking you to be cautious and handle this situation prayerfully. We should be approaching God with every situation (which can be hard )

I know I'm lukewarm right now but it's just like falling in quick sand struggling for so long that you give up..

while I have been very guilty of this (God has been bringing this out of me and fixing it) ,there are times when people are lukewarm because they still have to settle the Lordship of Jesus in their lives.

while I do not know your whole situation and with your relationship with God, God and yourself do know what is hapening,you will need to see what is happening.

There are other reasons as well..God can reveal to that person why he or she is lukewarm.

Don't give up, never give up. You are way to precious to God.

But really I would not like to tread on thing I do not know so if God gives you something about please share I don't know how it's going to effect me but I would really like to know that.

I do not know either, I have not spoken to him about this yet, but I do suggest that you continue to do so.

God gives all Christians Gifts of the Holy Spirit, (static heart is not biblically a gift of the Holy Spirit) and the Holy Spirit DOES warn us of dangers in the world, it is hard for me to get a feel for what you are truely experiancing. So again do pray

 

[annrobert]

Hi Dabro,

I am sorry Dabro, you will have to understand, I am not trying to be on the negative side. It is just that...it honestly did not sit well in my spirit.

It honestly did not sit well in my spirit either.I would be very careful.
take care
annrobert

 

[dabro]

sorry if any of u read this

 

[dabro]

Guys I want you to ignore that post above this one I'm so very sorry about what I said and I know that you guys are just trying to hel lika annrobert and James sososo sorry ((( lease forgive me))) I'm not really ever like tat I justt took it the wrong way but I JUST dont have any excuse sorry once again..

 

[annrobert]

Hi Dabro,
Well I did not see the above post.Good thing hey?lol just kidding.
I would have forgiven you anyway.We all take things wrong sometimes.
Jesus Bless You
annrobert

 

[Jayangel81]

Guys I want you to ignore that post above this one I'm so very sorry about what I said and I know that you guys are just trying to hel lika annrobert and James sososo sorry ((( lease forgive me))) I'm not really ever like tat I justt took it the wrong way but I JUST dont have any excuse sorry once again..

You never have to say your sorry. 's

 

[dabro]

Guys I think God has told me something about what I said I can really see how that can effest someone who stuggles with faith OCD and it triggering anxiety and turness in your gut. Honestly I was just trying to share something but I should of thought about it first. Grrrrr.... I'm very sorry for my anger I completly was in the wrong with that and that I have no excuse... NOW i KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE i'M BEATING MYSELF UP which I am. but I was blinded by this.annerobert really you I can understand that effecting you. I guess like my Dad said some Gifts that God gives are best kept secret. I hope you will understand that you are saved counted by faith regardless of what your mind tells you fight the good fight. I REALLY DID HEAR gOD'S CALLING ON MY LIFE i JUST THOUGHT ABOUT MYSELF MOST THE TIME I witness all the time had this joy that I can't explaine and was on fire for God but just hang in there ann God will carry you into his arms It says so in the Bible You believe that Christ is the Son of God.... Your fine we OCDers just struggle with this but I've learned alot and in alot of ways I have'nt because the anxiety was almost to much to bare... But God is showing me what to do about it. I hope you improve so much and I can't say sorry enough for the things I said even though you did not read it it hurts me that I would stup to satan's level and get angry... God Bless you all stay strong Fight the Good Fight of Faith!!!!

 

[annrobert]

Hi Dabro,
how are you doing.We are always happy when you have something to share and want to hear about it.I hope you always feel free to share.I want you to know you did nothing wrong.And I want to say I am sorry if I posted anything that upset you too.Thankyou for encouraging me.I hope your anxiety levels are improving.
take care
annrobert