I just got done talking with my 14 year old cousin. His older sister, who died 5 years ago, was my best friend. while we were little, I never spent much time with him, but since her death I talk to him A LOT. I was thinking about that the other day...my first theory was that maybe the reason why I felt like I had to spend so much time with my best friend was because God knew that she wouldn't live long, and I'd have time for my cousin later on...that's actually my only theory...but anyways, I'm so greatful to God that I still have him. He's the same age as my little sister, but he talks to me more than he does her. His sister will always be the best friend I've ever had, but if God didn't allow me and him to grow closer since her death I doubt I'd be able to go through each day without her. I really think that God brought us together and allowed us to become friends despite the fact that he's a fourteen year old boy and I'm nineteen. he's the only person I know who loved her as much as I did/do. I think it just goes to show that God DOES know exactly what he's doing and that he DOES provide for us and care for us, even if it's in ways we might not nessasarily expect.
sorry if this post doesn't make complete and total since...it's only 9:20 at my house, but I'm already exhausted...
sorry if this post doesn't make complete and total since...it's only 9:20 at my house, but I'm already exhausted...
