just sharing a dream

[Juggalotuz]

i notice a lot of people on the net talk to great length about dreams and find it all interesting. so i would like to share a couple of mine that i used to have almost weekly with you. please forgive my uhh well i guess u might call it less that great grammar and punctuation. now im not at all asking for advice or worried or whatever yaknow..i just feel like sharing a bit pressed for time so i wont go into a LOT of detail but they are kind of funny and very strange at the same time at least 2 me

ok my first dream starts im in the middle of the street after a big party and im 2 drunk to drive home and one of my friends offers me a ride but ehhh shes pretty tipsy i dont want her to go much out of her way. so i walk..about the time i pass the funeral home about 3 streets from where i live i notice i keep seeing this car go by, and have been all night now that i think about it...its always near, and its a beauty its eiother always an old model charger or a late 60's el camino but theres something wrong with it i can just feel somethings wrong with it, its jet black. the wheels are red and yellow and when they spin they look like lava and the motor is odd..no rumble ... i notice its not just cruising its following me... keeps disappearing and when it does i see it just almost out of view in the dark parked, it has pitch black windows i cant see who it is

i figure to myself well any minute now im gunna have a fight on my hands from somebody who somehow figures i gave them a reason to be mad and im gunna go to jail anyhow so why not initiate it..i pick up a brick and throw it at the windshield...it takes off 2 fast and i miss, and its gone...

back at the house im pretty drunk still so i decide to lay down, but i keep getting strange phone calls..and i keep getting knocks at the door so i figure ill just load a shotgun full of some birdshot and if they keep on ill pelt them. no major harm done but they will learn cuz there must be 10 ofem to keep this up..but it stops so i go to sleep..i wake up with the house on fire and a phone to my ear the voice on the other end says right at that moment after a nice little laugh..welcome to your eternity..i run to the window and theres the reaper aka death peeling out down the alleyway giving me the finger from inside this car

yeah that ones kind of funny and always was followed by this next dream..

i wake up in blackness i hear noises...i cant even begin to make them out..music..screams...a volcano explosions..yelling..languages i have never heard but somehow understood them somewhat, just the most rackety noise you have ever imagine...picture some classic heavy metal concert, some kind of deep bas rap and the sound of a steel mill INSIDE your ears...

i only have a couple of seconds to try and get my bearings i feel cold and hot at the same time my body just doesnt seem to know how to interpret all of this at once. out of nothing something comes screaming through the air so loud it hurts, it actually hurts my entire body.. from just a few feet away inside this pitch blackness somehow still see it. the best way to explain it, well there isnt one..a skeleton dragon rotting corpse covered in blood i dont see it long enough to give much for of a detail. but being the prideful i wont take nothing from anyone guy i am i draw back to swing at it to fight whatever this crazy thing might be off of me at least try to daze this thing to give myself time to think of what i need to do...but it vanishes right in front of me in a cloud of dusty gritty bone im guessing

its then my eyes adjust to this darkness i see . i can actually feel the darkness slip away from me just far enough for me to see my surroundings, but not the ground..its like its not even there but im walking on something.

in the distance i see a pillar of fire. like a perfectly circular pillar stretching as far as far as you can imagine into the sky with flames shooting from time to time, and something inside of it..or maybe around it is moving.

i focus back close to myself and there i see what i guess i can only describe as angels but twisted and full of fear and pain and hate, and i see animals..large ones like dogs n such. at first they start to come near me but stop and they part from each other im guessing to give me passage? so i take it, and the path leads directly to the pillar of fire i see, i walk up to it..and i look up. and there i see angels ones that look healthy and in no pain other than they look sad, they are crying...i see a blinding light with 2 faces that i guess can only be made out being that these things are apparently angels that the lights would be Jesus and God right?

i scream up in almost a growling roar as loud as i can to get their attention i dont know why but im suddenly full of this desire to destroy everything and everyone to make everything undone not take it over or just watch them suffer but to make all life in all ways end....and i do it a second time i say WHY!! i deserve this? explain without an explanation there is no such thing as right holy doer of all things good and bringer of life i will spit on your corpse if you give me no answer....
..in the light i can partially see the two faces, one has a frown the other has a smile..and they both have tears in their eyes..something reaches to me that resembles something of a hand but the angels floating, flying, riding are swarming it as it descends..and i wake up right before it reaches me every time..

 

[Zalu]

The first one seems like a warning. Starts off with you in sin (being drunk). You can tell something's not right when you see the car. When you try to throw the brick at the car but miss, and when you load your shotgun, you're trying to take your judgement into your own hands. You want to get rid of Death so you can live the way you want to, but you can't hit him. When you wake up to the house on fire & get a phone call, that represents your fate based on how you're living your life right now. If you continue to party, get drunk, live the way you want to, then you're heading down a path that leads to hell; the phone call represents your judgement, where God would tell you that you'd be going to Hell.

The second one seems like a sequel where you're in Hell. Darkness, cold (seperation from God) but hot at the same time (the fire that is associated with Hell), screams, pain. You see the dragon (could be the Devil?) and try to take things into your own hands again by swinging at it, but it's out of your hands and it disappears. The angels you saw would be demons, but I'm not so sure about the animals. In the book of Numbers, Jesus is the pillar of cloud by day and pillar of fire by night, so it would represent hope, a light in the darkness. The angels you see around the pillar are sad because of you being in there (also for everyone else in Hell) as it wasn't meant for people. When you yell at the faces, you're angry at God for sending you there. You feel as if there was nothing wrong with how you lived your life, and you should've gone to heaven. Not too sure about the faces except that they've got tears in their eyes for the same reason as the angels. They don't want you in Hell. I see it as the Hand of God reaching out, asking you to grab hold and don't let go, otherwise that's where you will end up.

 

[Juggalotuz]

crazy is it not. i used to have nothing but nightmares and such would attack people in my sleep n all sorts of strange things growl n yell. dont really have that anymore..most people say i keep them up from laughing in my sleep now, but i dont usually remember the dream 2 bad cuz if they were that funny 2 me i wish i could remember to share them