June and July

[Bluerose31]

This month has been very hard month for me emotionally, I fear July will be the same. I have been having alot of flashbacks and been feeling very suicidal sadly. Last year this time I was going through some abuse as well. I wanted to pray that in this month and in July I receive healing from my trauma's mentally and physically. I still have physical ailments from my abuse. Summer is almost here and my prayer is that Summer is healing for me and that God shows his love for me this Summer deeply.

 

[Eryk]

I don't know why, but several years ago I kept having flashbacks of beatings that happened when I was a kid, and these intense memories made it hard for me to sleep. The problem was solved when I entered these scenes mentally and filled them up with forgiveness and love, for the angry adult in the scene, and for the frightened kid that I was. And we were all better for it. And at night I could just drift off to sleep.

You can get to the point where you can think of a person, any person, and love just lights you up inside.

 

[Bluerose31]

I don't know why, but several years ago I kept having flashbacks of beatings that happened when I was a kid, and these intense memories made it hard for me to sleep. The problem was solved when I entered these scenes mentally and filled them up with forgiveness and love, for the angry adult in the scene, and for the frightened kid that I was. And we were all better for it. And at night I could just drift off to sleep.

You can get to the point where you can think of a person, any person, and love just lights you up inside.

That is wonderful Thank you for sharing

 

[Humble me Lord]

Praying for your healing and that you realize how deep and powerful His love is, He is always right there with you.
God bless you

 

[Bluerose31]

Praying for your healing and that you realize how deep and powerful His love is, He is always right there with you.
God bless you

Thank you so much

 

[FreeinChrist]

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[Jeshu]

It is so hard down there isn't? I'm styruggling down that hole as well right now. It is about dropping off the bad life we took on because of the trauma and finding our good (and true) life back again in Jesus. Such is hard going I know from experience.

Faith in God's love will bring hope. The more love you internalize the stronger you be to face those demons torturing you.

Peace.

The Wicked Lying.
i know that the wicked hate me badly
that is to be expected to be true.
the real issue is that they often rule me
with their lies and trap me in their pits.

Always surrounding they cast their nets
good life to fall in the hands of bad life
to be tortured in the dungeons below
their mouths never stop speaking lies.

Wish i was no more a victim of abuse
so many years this has been going on
few care, fewer help, none deliver
yet the hurt is far too big to carry.

Malicious lies spreading fires is what i get
raging hate in return of warning of disaster
Where on earth is safety from their grasp?
My God how i wish i was deaf and blind!

 

[Tempura]

May God show you the light, and what summer really means. Hope you're well.