Joy's Place

[ctay]

Good morning

 

[ctay]

What a wonderful day the Lord has made

 

[ctay]

Its going to be another hot day today

 

[Crujir]

So I haven't been on for almost 4 months. A lot has happened. A lot of good, some bad, and some insane.

Now I'm back in the boat of going to jail soon. Things were going just fine, so I thought anyway, and then it all went wrong today. I have to make an honest stand here soon, to allow God to take complete control of my life so that I can live for Him, and depending on His will, it could have catastrophic results.

So, in my selfishness, I've come here now after over 3 months asking for something, even though I haven't spent any time with you guys, and haven't been on to give out the blessings I promised when I last made a thread. At this point I have no idea who they go to, and I'm a little too overwhelmed at the moment to even try.

What I'm asking for is prayer, and nothing more. Maybe some biblical advice. I know that God has a plan; I just want to be sure that I am obedient, so I need all of your prayers. I might be on for a while tonight if anyone responds, and I will try to get on tomorrow to chat with some of you. I can't give details of what is going on right now, or at least I really don't want to, but I will tell you what I can.

Anyway, I hope someone responds soon. God bless you guys; I really do appreciate every one of you. You all mean something special to me. You're amazing.

 

[Crujir]

I miss you guys a lot. I feel like such a jerk for not coming to visit you or hand out the blessings. I hope you can forgive me.

 

[Crujir]

Its time to let God take control and let go of my own ways of doing things. Again.

 

[ctay]

Hi Cru, I pray for the best for you. I forgive you. I thought about you the other day and thought something might have happened. God bless you

 

[ctay]

Its time to let God take control and let go of my own ways of doing things. Again.

Amen

 

[Crujir]

Hi Cru, I pray for the best for you. I forgive you. I thought about you the other day and thought something might have happened. God bless you

Thanks Ctay I really do appreciate you and your positive attitude toward things. You're awesome.

 

[Crujir]

On a positive note, I'm going to be a daddy.

 

[Crujir]

DHS won't like that though. I'm going to have a lot of fighting to do.

 

[Crujir]

Well... fighting I should let God do. I can't win on my own. I need to keep that focus.

 

[ctay]

Just put everything in God's hands right now, I need to do the same thing right now too.

 

[ctay]

Dhs?

 

[ctay]

We're going to the lake this weekend

 

[Crujir]

Just put everything in God's hands right now, I need to do the same thing right now too.

I know... I haven't really been on track lately. Been going off on random tangents where I have no focus whatsoever. Right now I'm just trying to remain calm and focused and let God take control. I pretty much know for a fact that I'm going to jail, unless of course God has mercy and wills otherwise, so I might as well not let it stress me out since if its going to happen, I can't change it.

 

[Crujir]

Dhs?

Yeah. Because of my felony, I'm probably an unfit father so they could see fit to take my baby away.

 

[ctay]

I know... I haven't really been on track lately. Been going off on random tangents where I have no focus whatsoever. Right now I'm just trying to remain calm and focused and let God take control. I pretty much know for a fact that I'm going to jail, unless of course God has mercy and wills otherwise, so I might as well not let it stress me out since if its going to happen, I can't change it.

Pray alot. Yep don't get stressed out

 

[ctay]

Yeah. Because of my felony, I'm probably an unfit father so they could see fit to take my baby away.

Oh they call it DHR here. Try not to fight them to much. Talk to them and see if you can work something out, don't show any temper and if they are willing to work something out, do whatever they say and don't fight back

 

[Crujir]

Pray alot. Yep don't get stressed out

Prayer and honesty are probably going to be my best friends through all this... I don't want to go to jail, but I can't panic. I have to keep praying and being honest. I have quite the heavy bag I'm carrying around, and I'm ready to drop it.