almost a year ago, I was returning to my hometown and was packaging my stuff. due to some other ocd issues, not relared to religion were troubling me but not so much. I love toasts and for various reasons I wanted to take my toaster with me. we already had one in hometown but i used not using it. i decided that it is maybe time to use it. my luggage was ready almost and i needed to decide if i take mine toaster or not and probably needed to hurry because I had a plane to catch. i was happy and carefree in a dilemma if i should take my toaster or not. i was like should i take it or not? shouls i take it or not? suddenly, while i was carefree some thoughts and words happened in my head without my will like " promise to take it with you" ocd said. well, not exactlt like that. but i am using as ocd dialogue due to worrues. i some how was joking about it for a second. like being carefree and singing whispering some lyrics. well, in the same way some thoughts without my will happened in my head. for 1 second. and i freaked. i was like. [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]! did I maybe made some thoughts without my will about making a promise to take the toaster with me? does this mean every time i travel i will have to carry it with me? i was just carefree and some thoughts popped in my head. i worry because i think it was a time that i have not asked God protection from promises etc.