Fishstix,
So good that I can be praying for you in this.
The Lord will indeed not let you down. He promises to grant you the desires of your heart. He knows how much you long to continue to love and serve Him. He already has a place for you to fill. That is especially for you, that no one else can fill.
He will open the door of blessing to you and you will know and recognise it when it happens. He will lead you by day and by night into where he wants you to be. Let go of those doubts when they come in to disturb your peace. Rest it all on Jesus.
This Interview has been ordained by the Lord. No matter what the outcome everything will work together for good.
Don't let the enemy bring your heart down with disappointment if you try a door and it doesn't open. Sometimes the Lord leads us through several doors to help us grow in faith and our trust of Him, before giving us what is His best. And His best is always worth waiting for.
If this is God's best for you, you have no fear. It will be given to you.
God is using you already and I know how much this means to you, to be able to serve Him this way, in this place.
In acceptance lies your peace. Accept in your heart that He knows the way you take. He does not lead us down an empty path. All will be well; He will open the door - in His way and in His time and you will know of Joy of being in the best place you could ever be - in the will of God. And in His perfect choosing.
Enjoy being with your Saviour as He leads you on, a step at a time.
Much peace and my continual prayers. Thankyou for the blessing you have been to me.
Gentle-Heart