I have two applications in for better paying jobs. One is for a local shipping company which is one of the best places in town to work for. And the other is a job selling cars at a local new car dealership. I have also considered applying to the border patrol as they are hiring right now. I just need a better paying job. Not just for me, but also so I might be able to help my family more. And I am just tired of my current job. I want a job where I can serve God and also use more of what God gave me in the way of gifts. It might possibly also help with the girlfriend who left me last year.
In some ways I am still very down and in others I do realize how blessed I am. I Am still working to overcome certain sins, but feel so inadequate to the task.
In some ways I am still very down and in others I do realize how blessed I am. I Am still working to overcome certain sins, but feel so inadequate to the task.

