Jesus and Healing

[Bluerose31]

I have been taking it one day at a time but feeling anxiety and pain still. I am on medication for depression but I still experience depression. I often think of my ritual abuse and try to find ways of healing myself. I think about Jesus and his healing grace. I know Jesus will not let me suffer forever. My torturers wanted me to suffer forever because they did not love me. They are difficult to think about but I forgive them. Jesus has helped me forgive them and to work on reclaiming my soul. One thing I have gotten into his dolly hobby. I love looking at dolls and playing with them. It soothes me. It replaces the avatar communities I used to be on. I also might get into clothes making for dolls. I feel that will also relax me.

 

[Alicia Schout]

I have been taking it one day at a time but feeling anxiety and pain still. I am on medication for depression but I still experience depression. I often think of my ritual abuse and try to find ways of healing myself. I think about Jesus and his healing grace. I know Jesus will not let me suffer forever. My torturers wanted me to suffer forever because they did not love me. They are difficult to think about but I forgive them. Jesus has helped me forgive them and to work on reclaiming my soul. One thing I have gotten into his dolly hobby. I love looking at dolls and playing with them. It soothes me. It replaces the avatar communities I used to be on. I also might get into clothes making for dolls. I feel that will also relax me.

It's very good you have forgiven all those who wronged you. Sometimes depression comes from a curse. It can also come from a generational curse.
Probably you need deliverance. My advise is find a pastor who is anointed by God and has the gift to cast out evil spirits. Seek God, pray and praise Him with songs of praise, excercise, have everyday fresh breeze, go for a walk in the nature, fast, be determined to get over the depression. Have fellowship and fun. Rejoice in the Lord. The joy of the Lord is my strenght.

 

[Bluerose31]

It's very good you have forgiven all those who wronged you. Sometimes depression comes from a curse. It can also come from a generational curse.
Probably you need deliverance. My advise is find a pastor who is anointed by God and has the gift to cast out evil spirits. Seek God, pray and praise Him with songs of praise, excercise, have everyday fresh breeze, go for a walk in the nature, fast, be determined to get over the depression. Have fellowship and fun. Rejoice in the Lord. The joy of the Lord is my strenght.

Thank you for these words and insights Alicia. They are greatly appreciated