Im sooo frustrated with myself
my desires to quit smoking seems to be not enough.. to actually quit , I knew that once I re- dedicated my life back to God the fight was going to be tough.. I did quit smoking years ago , when I gave my life to Jesus.. but I didnt stay " faithful" I allowed situations to pull me away from God - and returned back into the devils kingdom.
The Bible says that when we leave God we gain " 7 - demons" and when we return back to him , those demons are with us.. so the struggle to clean your temple is harder. the mere fact that the Holy Spirit will not dwell in my temple due to smoking cigarettes makes me ' sick" and guilty.
I have to remeber and keep in mind that this is a spiritual fight.. satan wants me to continue to smoke and ' defile ' my temple.. but the word of my Father says - greater is he thats in you , than he thats in the world...

my desires to quit smoking seems to be not enough.. to actually quit , I knew that once I re- dedicated my life back to God the fight was going to be tough.. I did quit smoking years ago , when I gave my life to Jesus.. but I didnt stay " faithful" I allowed situations to pull me away from God - and returned back into the devils kingdom.
The Bible says that when we leave God we gain " 7 - demons" and when we return back to him , those demons are with us.. so the struggle to clean your temple is harder. the mere fact that the Holy Spirit will not dwell in my temple due to smoking cigarettes makes me ' sick" and guilty.
I have to remeber and keep in mind that this is a spiritual fight.. satan wants me to continue to smoke and ' defile ' my temple.. but the word of my Father says - greater is he thats in you , than he thats in the world...