I also have a mental illness and you know what? it's been really hard, but only because I let it. when I completely trust Jesus and understand that HE is RIGHT HERE with me...there is no fear, only faith..peace..hope..and LOVE. and this is in my hardest times. I also get treated the same way by my parents, but that is because they just don't understand. they need Jesus in their lives, to not only help others in the truth and spirit, but also for their eternal salvation..I pray my family and yours get saved and know Jesus. as far as persecution goes, rejoice when you are persecuted, because so was Jesus, and He died and rose again!!! if you have Him as your Lord and Saviour, you will also rise from this. I believe your "illness" will improve. All things are possible with God. If we didn't have an "illness", I'm sure we'd be going through another test. God can heal us like anybody. But the answer is not getting healed and ignoring persecution, but about trusting Jesus Christ and living as He did on the earth. the LORD IS WITH YOU might warrior. He will lead you and guide you. He is the shepard and we are His flock. If you know Him, you hear His voice and follow. He will never let you down, just keep your ears and eyes opened. I believe when you do this, how can anything hinder you, whether people, persecution, illness, or even death. Just remember that He died,..........and ROSE AGAIN! He LIVES in YOU! Amen!