is there hope?

[kyle123]

i like do see my self as a saved christian, ive asked jesus to forgive my sins a million times but i still act and feel lost. maybe jesus didnt save me.

this jesus thing is just a compsuion. i just compulse about jesus. i i begin to worry, with questions like can a jesus compusion,genuinly save

and i wonder why god would waste his precious blood on someone like me, someone who loves him one second then forget him the next when i compusle about something else. and when i compulse about sin, u can imagine the results.

why would god not heal my compsuion, and my sickenss, i feel possesed by a demon. is there hope!! i am sooo weak i cant even repnet of my sins making me feel like im one day away from hell

why why why, thats all i cry out, why cant god just cure me when this sickness is obvuisly affecting me spirutally.

i just want to know im saved, then i can be at peace

 

[bcauser]

Kyle123, my friend, call on the name of Jesus, confess your sin, and know know know you are saved!!! He doesn't ask you to do it again and agian!!! We are all human and still sin even after we are saved, but then again confess your sin, and our precious Lord will and still loves you. His love is NOT just a one time thing. He died for you and I He LOVES you today tomorrow and forever, no matter what!!!! We are not perfect, never will be until we go to HIM. You are a human made in His image, axccept His love and know He knows what you are going through, he knows your weakness and your illness. Why He doesn't heal you I don't know, you don't know but just know for sure He LOVES YOU!!!! You are young maybe He will heal you, one thing I know for sure He made you the way you are, and He will use you just the way you are, if you will only let Him..Kyle123, please let the Lord work in your life, let Him show you what He has in store for you, He loves you now and forever
Bless you Kyle123
Love Bonnie

 

[kyle123]

its just hard when i confess then end up doing the same thing the next day, and i cant remeber what hhappned yesterday so i cant rember his faithfulness. and its hard to cmome to him becuz of my aspbergurs i just want to be alone so i just igone him.

thanx for ur answer.

 

[bcauser]

But HE doesn't IGNORE you. He knows when you feel this way, and that is when HE gives you more LOVE and HUGS you even closer!!!
Love ya Kyle!! hang in there

 

[Salsa_1960]

Kyle,
I read your post at the Asperger forum. Know that compulsive-ness isn't a sin (it's typical with Asperger Syndrome) and if there's anything worth being compulsive about, it's GOD. Doubts are OK too, y'know.

Hang in there and know that you're ok.
Here are a few verses that have helped me out with my physical problems:

1 Corinthians 12:7-10
To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

 

[homeofmew]

you know those feelings are coming from Satan, if you are feeling those feelings this means you are a true Christian under fire from the bad side.

Actually I question any "Christian" who hasn't felt this way at least once.

Satan targets people like you who can feel this way.. However no matter how you feel or how bad Satan can make you feel you are still saved. Satan is just mad he didn't get you

 

[DoubtingThomas29]

God loves you! And everyone here thinks you are alright too!

Wait what is this doing in the grief section? Is there something you are not telling us, who died? Maybe this should be moved to the general mental health?