InquisitorKind said:
This question of motivation has haunted me in the past, and, as you can tell from my posting this, hasn't been adequately answered. I honestly don't know how to go about evaluating my actions and attitudes in order to know whether or not I'm just seeking the benefits or seeking Him. How does a person go about doing this? How long can, and does, it usually take? How can they be sure of the answer?
Well, the first theologically sound step we take on this matter is to acknowledge that it is illogical to assume we can ever do anything for a purely righteous reason, even as believers, because we will not be purely righteous until we are glorified. Second, we should acknowledge that our sanctification is the
process wherein we are conformed to the image of Christ. This is a lifelong process and though we should strive towards that goal every day we should never be under the prideful impression that we are purely righteous in deed. Also, and equally important, is that we should realize we were not made a child of God because of any of our works, past, present or future. We, as children of God, are righteous in the eyes of God by virtue of the righteousness of Christ. In my signature you'll see the phrase "
Simul iustus et peccator." This means "At the same time [simultaneously], just and sinner." This is not an affirmation of a contradiction. These assertations refer to the same person, but not in the same relationship. Believers, considered in themselves, remain sinners, yet at the same time, by virtue of the imputation of Christ's righteousness, are considered just in the sight of God.
So, understand that in everything you do there list, at the very least, the shadow of unrighteous motivation, and let that, in turn, motivate you to thank God for His encompassing grace. Constantly question your motives and seek to guard yourself against self-centered motivations.
My reason for asking these questions is because I fundamentally believe that the difference between loving the Creator more and loving His gifts more is the difference between entering the joy Heaven and being thrown into pit of Hell. Is this too extreme?
I don't think "extreme" is the right word. I don't think this view is biblically accurate though. Entering the joy of Heaven is the result of Christ's vicarious atonement, not your love for God. Your love for God is a result of His grace to you:
1 John 4:19
We love Him
because He first loved us.
In the same respect, being "thrown in the pit of hell" is the just judgment upon the wickedness of God's enemies. Our motivations for our works are in accordance with our nature. The carnal man can only commit carnal works because he only desires the things of the flesh. The things of God, like righteousness and faith and a love of our Creator are foolishness to him.
And do you think the testing of faith (2 Corinthians 13:5) encompasses testing whether or not your (generic) love is rightly placed? If so, where does Paul explain how to go about this testing?
Paul's words in 2 Corinthians 13:5 are clarification for the doctrine of the assurance of our salvation. Paul asks the Corinthians to examine their own lives for evidence of salvation. Such evidence would include trust in Christ (Heb. 3:6), obedience to God (Matt. 7:21), growth in holiness (Heb. 12:14; 1 John 3:3), the fruit of the Spirit (Gal. 5:22,23), love for other Christians (1 John 3:14), positive influence on others (Matt. 5:16), adhering to the apostolic teaching (1 John 4:2), and the testimony of the Holy Spirit within them (Rom. 8:15,16).
Remember Matt, seeking after God is the main business of the Christian life. We will grow together.
God bless,
Don