Is it just me?

[dreamchildattucus]

I have a pretty dark past when it comes to relationships, but that is all in the past because God is freeing me of all that stuff. I have been single for six months now and I am trying to get out there and experience that but then my past comes up and bites me, first there is my sister constantly reminding me of who I was, and then there is every harry and jack from my past trying to contact me and telling me they miss me. All I was looking for before was someone who loved me, and now there all coming back and saying stuff and I find myself awakening all of these past feelings and I just want to be single, but sometimes I feel if I don't take the chance no one will want someone like me. And I know thats not true, sometime it is just so hard to block out all the noise.

 

[goth4God]

Knight in Shining Armor by P.B. Wilson is an amazing book and while you go through it you are not supposed to date for 6 months while you get closer to God and fix yourself.
personally not dating for 6 months is easy for me since I have never been on a date, but I find this book really helpful. I have about 3 months left and I can say, being required not to date or even look is really freeing! =]

 

[dreamchildattucus]

sweet I will look into it thankyou so much!!!

 

[dayhiker]

Hi dream,
One of the things you will see when you get closer to my age is that once always has time to grow and mature. So continue to use thiis time in your life to grow and then you will find people still want to be around you and will love your maturity. Often this attracts a new type of guy that you will enjoy spending time with even more.

dayhiker

 

[dreamchildattucus]

ThankYou for your wisdom Dayhiker, it helps to hear that.