Wow, thank you very much. Oh yeah I love to suffer. I would sooo rather suffer than be happy. I should just use the Bible as a door stopper?
I'm sorry you're hurting, but that is something you have to take to God, not take out on everyone else. I never said people who are the victim of divorce want to suffer, rather they are suffering and may subconciously want others to be unhappy with them. That's human nature. Nobody wants to be unhappy and see everyone around them happy - especially when one of the one person who wounded them so deeply is off having a gay 'ol time without them.
By the way I do not, and have not condemned others for remarrying. I merely want 100% assurance that I can remarry but no one can seem to give me that.
It's not our job (or anyone else's) to give you that assurance. You're only as stuck in your unhappiness as you allow yourself to be. Only God can guide you in this matter, but God cannot work in your heart while it's filled with so much despair you won't let go of.
I'm reminded of this poem. It helps me in times where I'm too filled with one emotion or another to let God do any work in my heart or mind:
As Children Bring Their Broken Toys
With Tears For Us To Mend
I Brought My Broken Dreams To God,
Because He Is My Friend
But Then Instead Of Leaving Him
In Peace To Work Alone,
I Hung Around And Tried To Help,
With Ways That Were My Own
At Last, I Snatched Them Back Again
And Cried, "How Can You Be So Slow?"
"My Child" He Said, "What Could I Do?
You Never Did Let Go!"