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Are you ignoring the help?shadesoflight62 said:also.. these voices just told me that i was going to die a week after i "gave away my soul". i had that "fantasy" last wednesday...
and now i don't know what to do.
again, my apologies for making you deal with this...
somebody help me.
god, save me. please, please. please. please. please. please
I'm starting to think that all of this praying and pleading isn't helping. I appreciate so much your reassurance that I am actually okay, and that god still hears me, and I don't know why that can't stick with me for more than an hour or so. Please help. What can i do. I don't want to go to hell. I hope I didn't actually give up my soul. I wonder if you can physically give up your soul. is there anything in the bible that says something about that? I'm so immensily lost..
i am so so so so so so so so sorry.
shadesoflight62 said:Is it?
Because...
When I was in 6th , 7th, ect. grade.... (4-5 years ago)
You know how some kids have their own "fantasy worlds"....
Well i had one
it was set in this other place... i guess it was a part of heaven.
there was this man i was friends with, named Kasseem.
he had a wife, celena.
god was there. i would have "conversations" with him, i suppose.
Basically, during all of the fantasies, I would go to battles against the devil.
in hell. saving people. stopping heaven from being destroyed.
like, shooting, stabbing, killing battles.
and i would always prevail against him. they were all like bad disney movies.
and i believed that these things were real.
and i basically believed that i was the next jesus.
and then for years after, i would not "go into" this world.
and assumed that these were all just fantasies from when i was a kid who watched too much tv and played too many violent videogames.
and nothing else.
and around last november, a kid i knew died in a housefire
and all of this death paranoia set in
i then sorta started having these "fantasies" again.
and every night almost, i would be scared witless, waiting for death to come.
then, last wednesday morning, i had the "fantasy" i explained
in the "I Need Help" thread of the forum.'
and then I learned that blasphemy was an unforgivable sin.
with this knowledge, and that past idea that my soul is lost forever, i don't know what to do.
somebody help me.
i'm on the verge of tears and going crazy.
If i had it to do all over again, i would take it all back. all the blasphemy, the lusting, everything i've ever done wrong. I'm sorry, god. please forgive me. please. Please. please. Please.
I really don't want to suffer forever. I was a stupid kid back then. I'd take everything back if i could. I'm no messiah. Please. Somebody help.
I really don't want to go to hell. or die soon.
I pray every single day. and it calms me down sometimes,
but the fear always sets in again.
always
shadesoflight62 said:Basically, during all of the fantasies, I would go to battles against the devil.
in hell. saving people. stopping heaven from being destroyed.
like, shooting, stabbing, killing battles.
and i would always prevail against him. they were all like bad disney movies.
and i believed that these things were real.
and i basically believed that i was the next jesus.
clonenomore said:if you believe in Jesus as your Lord and Savior, and have accepted as such, you ARE going to Heaven.
shadesoflight62 said:Is it?
Because...
When I was in 6th , 7th, ect. grade.... (4-5 years ago)
You know how some kids have their own "fantasy worlds"....
Well i had one
it was set in this other place... i guess it was a part of heaven.
there was this man i was friends with, named Kasseem.
he had a wife, celena.
god was there. i would have "conversations" with him, i suppose.
Basically, during all of the fantasies, I would go to battles against the devil.
in hell. saving people. stopping heaven from being destroyed.
like, shooting, stabbing, killing battles.
and i would always prevail against him. they were all like bad disney movies.
and i believed that these things were real.
and i basically believed that i was the next jesus.
and then for years after, i would not "go into" this world.
and assumed that these were all just fantasies from when i was a kid who watched too much tv and played too many violent videogames.
and nothing else.
and around last november, a kid i knew died in a housefire
and all of this death paranoia set in
i then sorta started having these "fantasies" again.
and every night almost, i would be scared witless, waiting for death to come.
then, last wednesday morning, i had the "fantasy" i explained
in the "I Need Help" thread of the forum.'
and then I learned that blasphemy was an unforgivable sin.
with this knowledge, and that past idea that my soul is lost forever, i don't know what to do.
somebody help me.
i'm on the verge of tears and going crazy.
If i had it to do all over again, i would take it all back. all the blasphemy, the lusting, everything i've ever done wrong. I'm sorry, god. please forgive me. please. Please. please. Please.
I really don't want to suffer forever. I was a stupid kid back then. I'd take everything back if i could. I'm no messiah. Please. Somebody help.
I really don't want to go to hell. or die soon.
I pray every single day. and it calms me down sometimes,
but the fear always sets in again.
always
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