BFA,Joe,
Thanks for sharing your story. It was very brave and I admire you for being so transparent.
I was a good SDA (at least on the outside) until well into my 30s. At that point, my brother-in-law left the SDA denomination. I began studying in earnest to try and demonstrate that SDAism had the truth. However, as I began reading the Bible through (each passage in its full context), I began to realize that there were passages I had never before read because they weren't listed in a Sabbath School quarterly. I began to realize that there were passages that I had read that took on a whole new meaning when read within the full context of the passage. As I read, I was not able to defend SDAism in the way that I had hoped. Through a long process, I have reached the point where I am today -- I now realize how much I do not know.
BFA
Truly the Lord is leading us all by the same long winding road to the promised land. There is a 9 day short cut along the coast. But his cloud led us this way.
The Lord began to give me this present conflicted state of mind at about age 55.
This witness through Paul is now a consolation to me in Christ Jesus.
Phil 1:29-30
29 For unto you it is given in the behalf of Christ, not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for his sake;
30 Having the same conflict which ye saw in me, and now hear to be in me.
KJV
This testimony through Paul brought me torment in my earlier days.
Joe
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