I've visited dozens of churches and just can't find a home church. That's why I searched for this forum. Please pray for me. I really want to fit in.
What a wonderful prayer and a delight to God (that He put within you) to want to be in the right place at the right time.
Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.
Heb 10:25
You obviously understand the importance of staying in fellowship with God and His people. You no doubt realize the importance of being a sheep in a sheepfold and all of the blessings God provides in this very special place (just for sheep). It is to be highly regarded.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! It is like the precious ointment upon the head, that ran down upon the beard, even Aaron's beard: that went down to the skirts of his garments; As the dew of Hermon, and as the dew that descended upon the mountains of Zion:
for there the Lord commanded the blessing, even life for evermore.
Psalms 133:1-3
Yes! For here the Lord commands the blessing.
Here's a little something I believe the Lord quickened once when I heard another ask for prayer along these same lines. It is a righteous prayer indeed!
We know faith comes from hearing the Word of God in our spirits, so I'll give scripture to remind you of what you probably already know, but it does a person good to stir up "our pure minds by way of remembrance".
And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.
Matt 21:22
God has an army behind Him that work on the earth to bring about that which He desires. We cannot see them, but there are more with us, than are against us.
I would surmise that most blessings are conveyed to us in some form or fashion with the ministry of angels.
For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
Psalms 91:11
The Lord uses them to help keep us in God's ways. Although we can get out of divine order, and we sometimes hinder them with our sin and unbelief, they stand ready to do what they do for the heirs of salvation.
Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation?
Heb 1:14
They listen for people to get into agreement with what God has already declared and what a provision for the believer God has given us!
Bless the Lord, ye his angels, that excel in strength, that do his commandments, hearkening unto the voice of his word.
Psalms 103:20
It's now up to us to believe and although you've prayed (and others too),
here's a good way to keep yourself from being doubleminded about it and to keep your believing active and working...
Try praying this prayer... (out loud)
Father, I delight in your Word. Please direct me to the place of sweet fellowship you have appointed for me in this day and time. If need be, use your angels to give me divine appointments, and let me know in my know-er when I reach that place. Protect me from the wolves that eye your sheep, and I'll know by the peace of your kingdom within, when I reach that appointed place, in Jesus' name. Amen!
If anyone asks you after praying this if you know where you're supposed to be fellowshipping, just declare that God is working even now to direct you to that place. Don't say I don't know, but just affirm your prayer because God started working the moment you stood asking and believing to bring you your answer.
Be open to meeting new people and if you feel compelled to go somewhere different (even the grocery store), do it even if it seems odd. You might even wear a Christian shirt, or something that identifies you with the kingdom. (This usually increases my faith because as you affirm Him publicly, He affirms you in the presence of His holy angels.) Just be grateful that God heard your prayer and don't be frustrated if it is not immediately forthcoming. You can visit places if you're not sure and you'll know by the peace if that is the place God has appointed for you.
Some people have described being in the wrong place as "showering with your socks on", or something along those lines. I've attended what I believe were good churches, but I knew I wasn't supposed to make them my home church.
I believe that God is good at what He does, and if we'll believe Him for this and let His resources work to help direct us or connect us with the right persons or circumstances,
we'll rejoice that we're His children and that He fulfills His Word today.
(It's exciting to me to review these things because we KNOW God wants us in fellowship and of course He wants us to be where He wants us to go and
He delights that we ask Him first and dare to believe Him for the answer! We know from the Word that He's got tons of angels and it takes faith to look out into the horizon and "see" with the eye of faith that He's using them on our behalf.