Hi!
My husband and our three kitties live on a farm in the middle of Missouri..... He has two kids from a prior marriage, but they were pretty much grown when we got together, and they lived with his ex-wife anyway. Now one of them is married and the other is getting married this spring. I hardly know them.
I never wanted to have kids - until I married Nathan. It wasn't long after we got married that I changed my mind. But he's 'snipped', as someone else put it so delicately.
The thing is, we have very little income - the first year we were married, we lived on less than a thousand dollars a month - and we had a 200/month payment on the mobile home and a 400/month child-support payment (Zac was a senior in highschool). So having kids was out of the question financially at that time.
Over the next few years, the topic came up less and less and hubby and I fought more and more. Things are getting better between us now, but I've pretty much decided to skip the whole kid thing and go straight to granny-hood.
When I tell people that, they think I'm kidding. LOL!
There are some things I like about being CF.
I'm sitting here in my underwear, as usual - no need to get all hot and sweaty in my own home......
I don't have to deal with screeching or bedwetting or kids sneaking out at night.......
There are some things about both me and hubby (and our relationship) that I wouldn't want to see replicated in the next generation.]
I like being able to turn down working in the baby nursery at church - I honestly don't know what to do with a baby, and I don't really want to develop that skill.
But I do wonder what I will do for an income when I'm old. I have no highly-marketable skills now, and I'm not getting any younger/stronger. There will be no kids to take care of me, and I can't see that I will be able to afford to take care of myself.
And there are some things that I
would like to pass down...... so I try to maintain some relationships one-on-one with some of the kids at church..... that's rewarding.......
I've talked too long, lol
bless you all
tal