- Apr 13, 2008
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Hi people.
Im soooooooooo sad, and I caused myself this whole mess. I am a born again christian, but I don't always do what is right, but I mean sometimes it seems like what I do is worse than other christians. I have been feeling empty and I wanted someone to smuther that emptiness with sex. Now I feel worse and abandoned and I know God forgives me, but I just want to know He's around because I am very sad now and feel confused and lost. I am a bad christian. Sometimes I wonder even if I am a christian, but I know I am a christian because I am a new creation in Jesus Christ. I just need the Life of Christ to fill me, because these stupid temptations bring me down worse than I was before. I not only want to be where I was before, but even more...trusting Him. I only want HIS intimate love and when the time is right, HE will give me a mate. Amen.
Im soooooooooo sad, and I caused myself this whole mess. I am a born again christian, but I don't always do what is right, but I mean sometimes it seems like what I do is worse than other christians. I have been feeling empty and I wanted someone to smuther that emptiness with sex. Now I feel worse and abandoned and I know God forgives me, but I just want to know He's around because I am very sad now and feel confused and lost. I am a bad christian. Sometimes I wonder even if I am a christian, but I know I am a christian because I am a new creation in Jesus Christ. I just need the Life of Christ to fill me, because these stupid temptations bring me down worse than I was before. I not only want to be where I was before, but even more...trusting Him. I only want HIS intimate love and when the time is right, HE will give me a mate.