i don't know why.. but i'm beginning to feel like i'm incapable of sincere prayer.. i believe that prayer should be a real honest heart to heart with God, but whenever i give it a go, i feel like i'm not putting 100% faith into it. and it's horrible because i know in my head that the only thing that will fix my problems or even help me get through them is God and asking Him for that help. but my heart isn't following too well and i don't understand why. i'm having a hard time in every way possible (my walk, relationships, school), but i don't think that those things are the real deal.. the REAL problem is my distance and inability to communicate with God. so please pray for the root of my problems and heartache.. please pray that i can pray with some realness and conviction of heart.. i know that i need God more than anything, and more than anything, i want to be able to go to him and KNOW in mind, body, and soul, that He will take care of me no matter what happens.