In my darkest hour...

[christianfilmcrew]

In my darkest hour
In my darkest night
I look all around
and I see no light

The pain in my heart
I can no longer bear
Where is my wife?
Why is she not near?

Oh Lord how I cry to you
Oh how I plead
Take my pain Lord
I'm on my knees

God her heart is cold
Manlicous and mean
No sign of your Spirit
On herself does she lean

God into your presence
I desperately come
Pleading for mercy
For morning to come

Another day, another hour
Yet no repentance
Yet no remorse
I long for my marriage

Lord why doesn't she care?

Oh Lord I'm not perfect
Lord I have sinned
You know where I'm guilty
You know where I've been

My Daddy please help me
My guilt's only so far
You know where I'm innocent
You know I'm not

God my heart is broken
My eyes full of tears
God she chased me and hurt me
And put blocks in my way

How can I stand
To face such a foe
How can I live
With so little hope

Never "I'm sorry"
Never "I've wronged"
Just arrogant answers
Selfrighteousness alone

My Daddy, My Father
It's Christmas today
I humbled and broken
Barely I pray

Where are you my Daddy?
Why must I hurt?
God help me, I'm broken
I don't know the way home

Lord help me, I'm stranded
My family away
Across many oceans
No hugs come my way

My Daddy, My Jesus
I love my Moriah
She's my sweet little girl
Yet Daddy, her heart must be breaking too

God I know she's not mine
She's my wifes first child
She bore her in divorce
To her first husband what's more

Daddy I love her
She's so sweet and so kind
My precious Moriah
From Jesus devine

Oh God will you help me
Will you save me today?
My wife wants to blame me
What am I to say?

Beaten and broken
Abused and ignored
Never forgivness
Never a kind word

Behind locked doors
For a week at a time
Tormented and lonely
She poured on the gore

Daddy, you love me
Yet so far away
Deep in my heart
I miss you today

My Daddy My Jesus
Please hear my cry
She abused me
She hurt me
She demeaned me each day

My Daddy, My Jesus
Why doesn't she see the truth?
Why does she blame me
It's not the truth

God I've got no one
No hugs today
An empty apartment
Soon going away

Daddy I love her
But the pain is so great
Will she ever change Lord?
Will she stay the same?

God my heart is broken
You know all my ways
My efforts to fix things
Not going astray

My Daddy My Jesus
Please talk to me today
Please help me
God please change her heart

 

[jenelis]

I pray that God will answer your call and lead you to the peace that you long for. Keep the faith. For only God knows why you face these tribulations.

 

[cazza]

Dear Lord Jesus

Shine the pure light of mercy and grace on this person.
Fill him with your Holy spirit and strengthen his.
I pray that you can heal him in miraculous and profound ways.
That your light will shine through him and touch this situation to bring forth calmness, serenity and peace.
Lord I pray that his wife has a softening of her heart and allows you into her life.
Only when we surrender to you can we be changed. Only when we hand over the reins of our lives can we be guided in the direction you have meant for us.
Lord I know you have a plan for each and every one of us so I pray that you can reveal yours in this situation.
Lord Bless this heart broken man with your grace and mercy.
I ask this in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ
Amen

 

[desi]

CFC, "If of herself she will not love nothing can make her..." You are free to do God's will in the world and he definetly has great plans in store for you which may or may not involve those presently on your mind. If you allow yourself to move on while trusting those you care for to God's capable hands you cannot fail.

 

[Henaynei]

CFC, "If of herself she will not love nothing can make her..." You are free to do God's will in the world and he definetly has great plans in store for you which may or may not involve those presently on your mind. If you allow yourself to move on while trusting those you care for to God's capable hands you cannot fail.

Omeyn!