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To All my True Brothers:
David:
I never knew you also. I only saw you once at mom's funeral, and you offered me M&Ms. I remember that. I was to young then to understand who you were. You were telling me,"Kayla, I'm your brother. This may be our last time." I thought you were a stranger. Now that I remember it, Iwish I could turn back time. If I could I would have been crying all my tears and pouring my heart out to mom. I know you maybe don't want to see me because, I look just like her, and had a different father, but I want to see you. I want an older brothers love. I want an older brother that keeps on nagging me on safety. I want to know how it feels to be loved SO much. Even though I never knew you, your in my heart, mind, and prayers. I hope you will choose a different path then mom did.
Louie:
Bubu Louie. I know you though. I'm so happy I do to. The last time we saw I was only 9 and thought of your visit as if you would see me again just next week. The last call you made, I thought I would always hear your voice. Now that I'm far, we lost that contact. I always pray though that before I die, it's on my list, that I would see you. Lucky you. You got the puerto rican looks. he he.. I treasure every moment with you. I still have those pictures where I was still only 2 years old and I'm sitting on your lap and your hugging me. Thats one of the things I really love. Hugs. When some one didn't pay attention to me, I wouldn't cry. But if it were you who didn't pay attention to me, I'd feel hurt and cry a little. I love you.
Joey:
Thank you for the picture Joey. I will treasure that all my life. Its still packed some where here from when we moved. I keep asking mom if I could look for it. She hasn't let me yet.
. I hope some day your christianity will grow stronger. Like I said for Bu bu Louie, your on my before-death list. I want the love of an older brother. The step-brother thats older than me only makes me feel bad for being born and tries to make me do bad and be dangerous and stuff. He don't show any love. I'm looking for the love of a true family. I'm sorry I was born from a different father and look same as mom, but alls I want is a true brotherly love. I keep looking for it. I hope some day I will find it. I love you. I wonder if you ever remember me?
Your Sister,
Kayla Ariel Ponon Nieuwsma
AKA: Kayla Kristina Killgore
David:
I never knew you also. I only saw you once at mom's funeral, and you offered me M&Ms. I remember that. I was to young then to understand who you were. You were telling me,"Kayla, I'm your brother. This may be our last time." I thought you were a stranger. Now that I remember it, Iwish I could turn back time. If I could I would have been crying all my tears and pouring my heart out to mom. I know you maybe don't want to see me because, I look just like her, and had a different father, but I want to see you. I want an older brothers love. I want an older brother that keeps on nagging me on safety. I want to know how it feels to be loved SO much. Even though I never knew you, your in my heart, mind, and prayers. I hope you will choose a different path then mom did.
Louie:
Bubu Louie. I know you though. I'm so happy I do to. The last time we saw I was only 9 and thought of your visit as if you would see me again just next week. The last call you made, I thought I would always hear your voice. Now that I'm far, we lost that contact. I always pray though that before I die, it's on my list, that I would see you. Lucky you. You got the puerto rican looks. he he.. I treasure every moment with you. I still have those pictures where I was still only 2 years old and I'm sitting on your lap and your hugging me. Thats one of the things I really love. Hugs. When some one didn't pay attention to me, I wouldn't cry. But if it were you who didn't pay attention to me, I'd feel hurt and cry a little. I love you.
Joey:
Thank you for the picture Joey. I will treasure that all my life. Its still packed some where here from when we moved. I keep asking mom if I could look for it. She hasn't let me yet.
. I hope some day your christianity will grow stronger. Like I said for Bu bu Louie, your on my before-death list. I want the love of an older brother. The step-brother thats older than me only makes me feel bad for being born and tries to make me do bad and be dangerous and stuff. He don't show any love. I'm looking for the love of a true family. I'm sorry I was born from a different father and look same as mom, but alls I want is a true brotherly love. I keep looking for it. I hope some day I will find it. I love you. I wonder if you ever remember me?Your Sister,
Kayla Ariel Ponon Nieuwsma
AKA: Kayla Kristina Killgore
