Skylark,
A logical impossibility is required for me to deny God. I know God. I know that he knows me individually. The Bible talks about him knowing every sparrow and in a certain way I know that he does, but that he knows me is a certainty in my life. To deny that God lives, God would have to tell me he does not. That of course is a logical impossibility. Thus come what may, I will always know that there is a God. He lives. He knows me personally. And he loves me despite all my faults.
I am a Christian, because God made this world. Within each of us he left his light and we are compelled to follow this light. And yet no one ever does. We all sin. God is a perfect God and I see no way to return to him without being perfect. Christ to me is the only way to bridge this gap and return to this perfect God for me the sinner. Thus right behind my certain knowledge that God lives comes my knowledge that through Christ is the only way I can return to him.
When I look at Christendom, I see many flaws in various religious structures including the CoJCoLDS. I logically hold that the CoJCoLDS far and away has fewer flaws and no fatal flaws, but it does have some seeming contradictions within it. When I look at Christendom, I see much bigger flaws with the Catholic Church, but again no strictly
fatal flaw. I see fatal flaws in all other Christendom structures.
A fatal flaw per my definition is something that logically precludes a particular belief structure from being Gods church due to internal contradictions that I cannot resolve. A fatal flaw may not and usually does not have anything to do with the salvic efficacy of a particular belief structure. BTW, Paganism properly understood does not have a fatal flaw that I can find, but it may have no salvic efficacy.
So I could never walk away from God, but some exLDS seem to have not succeeded in KNOWING God like this. So like me they see fatal flaws in much or all of Christendom, but unlike me, they are not as certain that God lives. So if someone can deconstruct their faith, they see no reason to embrace another structure with fatal flaws.
I actually believe that LDS are stronger in their belief in God than are many Christians. Many non-LDS Christians loose faith due to evolution theories or other things. The difference is that LDS are assaulted by anti-Mormonismists who seldom do anything but destroy faith. Before I ever started apologetics for the Church, a church in our area put an anti-Mormonism book on my doorstep and the doorstep of most of the members of my ward. This is the world that LDS lives in.
When I see an ex-Mormon say, I left because such and such is a false belief. And such and such is a false belief and it is not part of the Church I know, I am quite sad. As evidenced by this board, there are many people willing to tear down, ridicule, and explain to a LDS what they believe and why they should not believe this. When I explain to those who say this that LDS do not believe such and such, they suggest I am being deceptive. I believe some even know that such and such is not an LDS belief, but it has value in deconstructing so they continue to use it. I believe some of these people think they will lead the LDS to the truth, but agnosticism and atheism is often the result.
BTW, all of the above including most of my knowledge that God lives (but perhaps not that he loves me) is pure logic. On top of this I add my spiritual witness which in general is stronger than the logic, but more personal and harder to explain.
Charity, TOm