I am writing cause latelly i have been tested in many ways. I am dealing with alot of closed door in my life and right now i don't know what to do.. I am on the verge of lossing my kids and my sanity.. I am siiting the children's hospital waiting for a sign from god.. I had to come here all the way from california for my daughter to get surgery.. She is 9 years old and has cancer. I am trying to keep from crying and keep strong for my kids.. I am stuck here in wilmington, delaware. A million miles away from home. My car blew up and my husband has been trying to find a way back home. I contacted so many churches and agencies... But many of the shut the door in my face and reffered me to a homeless shelter and my daughter is to sick to go there... I am trying to get the money together to get us home but it looks like i might spend the night in the day room.. I pray that somethimg happens.. So many people abuse the kindness of others that no one wants to lend out a helping hand.. Even the churches here are that way.. It's ashame. i was even crying to the chaplain here about my troubles and he prayed with me... I am so stressed and don't know where to turn.. Please god don't let me lose my faith and strength and my family all in one week.......