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Im tired of failing GOD

AwakenSleeper

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I have been praying for the fullness of the holy spirit be able to walk a life pleasing to GOD. Just when it looks like im walking on solid ground I trip and fall. My falls seem involve internet porn that when i look i can feel I grieved his spirit. Forgive father. When im alone it is a battle for me, today i was reading the bilble all day and then my wife went shopping and i stayed home and thought i would be ok but i was not. One peek lend to another and to another and my head starts to heat and i feel so bad and dont want to pray or pick up his word. my thoughts even get fill with junk a man should not think being a man. Please anointed ones I desire to win this battle that comes daily it seems. please pray for me that I be filled with god's holy spirit and power to walk the straight path till the end.
 

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When you don't know what to say, ask the Holy Spirit to pray through you...Even for your own situations,addictions,struggles, and temptations...Just say "I don't know what to say" and let the Holy Spirit take over..Ya gotta give Him full control though...I'll be praying!
 
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Dear AwakenSleeper, many Men are tempted as you are, they make promices to themselves, and to God and feel so bad in themselves again and again, if I may tell you what I found out about temptations they are the snares of the devil, sent to rope you back in, when I am tempted about anything I say to the Mountain of Temptation; Say The Lords Prayer, then say; He that is in me, is greater than is in the world,
and believe me it works, because I feel that every Temption is a Mountain that we as believers in Jesus Christ have to climb over, or overcome. I will Pray for you May the Lord Bless you mightly Elshevia.
 
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Sorry brother. I know I fall many times myself but thank the Lord that He picks us back up. Praying for your deliverance and for your walk with the Lord. Thank You Jesus for loving us unconditionally and for having patience with us and Your mercy and grace.
 
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You are loved and accepted, brother.
As soon as you repent, God forgives you and makes you righteous again.
Hang in there... you can get past this.
You might want to look at the men's pornography addiction support forum as well, I'm sure you will find support and encouragement there. :hug:

Praying for you.
 
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I have been praying for the fullness of the holy spirit be able to walk a life pleasing to GOD. Just when it looks like im walking on solid ground I trip and fall. My falls seem involve internet porn that when i look i can feel I grieved his spirit. Forgive father. When im alone it is a battle for me, today i was reading the bilble all day and then my wife went shopping and i stayed home and thought i would be ok but i was not. One peek lend to another and to another and my head starts to heat and i feel so bad and dont want to pray or pick up his word. my thoughts even get fill with junk a man should not think being a man. Please anointed ones I desire to win this battle that comes daily it seems. please pray for me that I be filled with god's holy spirit and power to walk the straight path till the end.

You are beautiful my brother for being this honest and searching for God despite this hold over your soul.

I had such a problem and confessed it to my biological brothers & sisters. I still had such a problem and again confessed it to them. The confessing bleach finally worked. I knew the route to porn was simply seeing the small lead towards it and taking it up. I had, like other sins, to avoid the leads, to actually abhor them as I do the sin that they would bring me to. Confession is a spiritual bleach. As we believe that God is faithful and we are his children, and we will not hold back anything ever from Him, we faithfully always confess. Anyone who is truly of God, will be delighted in your confession. You are truly a son of God to love him more than the world.

I confess that I neglect my responsibilities on account of being here and on other Christian forums for the purpose to help others and to share Christ. My three year old son is forgiving and loving. So is my wife. I love them so. I am addicted to sharing Christ and helping others to see him and the Father through him. My love to all. I am selfish and love to get inspired of God. It would seem strange to call this selfish, but my responsibilities must be met. I try to meet them between the little time left from my desire to help and feel inspiration from God. At times, I can leave the forums, to work. One time for such is now, with my business needs (farming) of harvesting my crop tomorrow and maybe continually for the next several weeks. Will I starve my body's need for sleep to be here during that time. I don't think so, but my spiritual body needs are as real. I seem to have forgotten my ideal physical health ways that I had accepted and done for a long time. I need prayer to balance my search of inspiration (to speak for God through Christ's message to all people) and my family life, and their needs (my obligations for them). I seem to be a mess, struggling to love both ways. Love you all.

Remember that God uses us all. Let us remember that He shows us his Glory by his great patience and astounding love to forgive. We are taught to have this same wonderfulness of Him through Jesus' teachings & commands. Maybe our slowness of learning is very valuable to him to accomplish a special work and to have the right amount of humility to reach others. A thorn in one's flesh is a work towards perfection. We will overcome all things through Jesus Christ our Lord, let us be faithful and always confess before him our hearts, let us be honest.
 
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